Saturday, January 16, 2010
bye to my dearest blog
this blog will end here. at post no. 521.
im moving to
www.lydiaishlyhers.wordpress.com =) do re-link!
of course i cant bear to leave this blog. its with me like from july 2007. but theres a reason for everything. =) its okie if you dont know why. just know that ive moved. haha.
thank you bloggie. you are with me during my ups and downs. but i hope 2010 will be a good year for me. and i wish to have a little change in everything. things wont be the same this year and onwards. i know. =)
bye bloggie.
by
your dearest owner.
she is here @ 12:47 AM
Friday, January 15, 2010
i hate my test and exams week. test is the week before new year. exam is the week after new year. HOW NICE! stupid. how am i going to study? im going CRAZY.
everything is so packed. submission deadlines, presentations. hmmm. but yeah~ i hope time will pass fast for all these!
BECAUSE!
i cant wait! CANT WAIT TO GO TIOMAN! =D wheeeeeeeeee~ beach beach beach. though i didnt know how to swim. and i dont intend to go for the snorkling or water sports. i still love it. but i DONT CARE! i simply just love it. =)
i hope i can see stars there. lying on the sand, above you is a beautiful picture of small glittery element. awww man! alright. im imagining again. hahah. xD sorry. i just cant wait.
=D
she is here @ 12:16 AM
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Here I am. Lying on my bed and typing this post through my BB. Hmmm. I thought I'll be able to sleep. But seems like I'm stil wide awake. Wanted to on my laptop. But was too lazy to sit up and on it. Haha.
Hope I'll be able to wake up on time tmr. Think I can la. Haha. Hope it isn't ANOTHER boring day.
Alright. I'll continue with my staring-at-ceiling activity. Good night to all.
Hope I'll be tired soon.
she is here @ 2:42 AM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
entre lecture was damn boring just now. im like lying on the table and staring into space la. please la. if thats the way you are teaching. i can read the lecture notes myself lor. but never mind. thats the last lesson with you before the presentation. hahaha. =)
thinking of it. time really passed fast. im like in year 3 last sem last term. OMG. less than 2 more months. to be exact 51 more days and i'll be FREEEEE~~ wow. hahaha.
havent been exercising for like, MONTHS. hahaha. the stadium is closed for some maintainace. and it is closed for like so long la! from the MRT i still see no work done. its still the same as before.
but but but. i found a route for jogging! yes! haha. its around the stadium. i think should be can jog around there. xD yes. and i'll start tmr if there is no last minute changes to my schedule. =)
alrighty~ time to go off.
she is here @ 5:16 PM
i stepped on shit just now. i think its cat shit. like so damn lucky la. and
im going to buy 4D later. i
dont need the 1st price la. consolation also can
de. no problem.
hahaha.
thinking and thinking.
i was thinking if i should post today. actually i have a lot of things in my mind, A LOT. and i think its spilling out of my brain. overflowing. but then. i know that this
isnt MY BLOG anymore. i cant write EVERYTHING here.
like what someone said. its like being spied on.
so. i have no choice. but to keep everything to myself. just let the thoughts spill out of my brain. and maybe it will
disappear after some time.
but one thing for sure.
im damn
fked up. pardon me. but if the situation now is like what i thought. this is the only word that can be used.
i will endure. just pray hard that the day wont come.
she is here @ 12:30 AM
Sunday, January 10, 2010
as always. my sleep is being disturbed. woken up. and being asked the same question. i gave the same answer.
in the end. still called. and scolded.
what if its being told? what will happen?
world war III would happen i guess.
get me. get me out of here.
she is here @ 8:23 AM
Saturday, January 9, 2010
its been a long time since i went back to WRS to help out for the CCA selection. hahaha. the school just make me feels young. xD now. everyone knows that im the oldest there. all thanks to ms grace. x(
its happy to see the juniors having fun. i think they are much much better than i were when im in choir. much much better than us.
a had a short while of ear training when there is no sec 1s. we were suppose to guess the pitches that she had played. right. and i think i cant really hear the lower pitches. though ive got all the pitches right. but the lower ones i just guessed it.
now. i damn damn frustrated. especially when i found out ive got everything wrong for that taylor swift's duet song. im listening to it over and over again. and im continuing to do that. till i get everything right.
i need lots of ear training. im still not up to the competition level yet. guess i can forget about the competition in june.
but at least. you know that you are working hard for things that you like. for your passion. its not tough at all. you feel happy. =)
alright. back to focusing.
bye!
she is here @ 8:39 PM
Thursday, January 7, 2010
the day didnt start well. and it didnt go well. guess its just not my day.
the sky was so red this morning. i knew it would rain. but the iron teeth me didnt want to bring the umbrella and didnt want to take the bus. i insist on walking to the MRT station though it started drizzling.
and on my way to the traffic light. the rain started POURING. i really mean POURING. and this is the first time in my life i ran across the road like some crazy woman. =.= yes. and im drenched. or i should say soaked by the rain. no one part of my body was dry. damn it.
and yes. just as i thought. FYP is not over. i think we are going mad soon.
so freaking f-ed up. we did all we could. and you made it sounds like we didnt do a single thing. so, the past 10 months all the things we did are shit. oohh. i see...
if she really ask us to google the bloody 2000+ names for their company and designation. ha. see what i'll do. crazy.
im so glad that my tolerance level are damn high. so glad.
then its the stupid roast pork rice. -.- i bought roast pork rice for my brunch. i thought the rice for roast pork rice should be PLAIN rice? why the hell is it chicken rice?!! damn. so in the end i just ate the roast pork and the tau geh. i should have just ate mc wings instead. urgh.
but i think it will end fine. =) no. it definately will end fine. =D
bye!
she is here @ 7:44 PM
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
just when i thought
FYP is over. -.- there is now some TOTE board thingy which we need to do a presentation to them. like what the ... and we have no choice but continue listing
thoes events. damn. but at least no need to write any report or what so ever la.
haha.
ehh. wait. i think the TOTE board thingy need to do report or something.
waaaa. darn.
now.
i'll present to you. our
FYP report, appendix and logbook.
hahaha.

i like this. everyone in the printing shop was looking at me when i bring this stack of paper for binding.
hahahah!

thanks to my group mates. Ms Lee Hui Ting and Mr Edwin Li Wen
Shui. =D i
didnt really do much for the report. lucky i have you guys. =) at least the part that is graded is done.
oooh.
didnt go back to
WRS today. seems like no point la. reach there
le then stay for less than 30
mins got to leave.
haha. so yeah. headed home after had a drink with ting at
starbucks.
great. there are things for me to think today. i wont get bored and stare into the space. though its not a good one, but at least something to think about. i guess its my fault. my tone is too harsh.
im not offended. just feeling sad. very sad indeed.
youve misinterpret what i meant.
my tolerance level decreases when the situation has direct interference on the people around me.
she is here @ 5:26 PM
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
waiting to go to school. haha. now im stoning in front of my lappy.
test starts at 2.20. ends at 2.40. -.- then im heading back to woodlands. it feels damn stupid can. but no choice. hmmm. how i wish the lecturers cancel all their lessons this week. fat hope la lydia. my mind isn't right today huh. hmmm. never mind.
i'll be bring the papers for binding later. the appendix. gosh. scary-ly thick. and super heavy. haha. thats just the appendix okie. not even the report. wait~ means i need to carry the papers to school, then back to woodlands ah?! okie. i know im slow. never mind.
actually i'm quite worried for my csw test. though it seems easy huh. but then its not as easy as i thought. im not good at talking. =(
i've got a sudden craving for olive fried rice. hahah. came across this website
http://www.soshiok.com/where_to_eat/restaurant/photo/1685 waaaa. the picture like damn appetizing can! LOL. then got tom yam soup, got western food. waaaaa~ hahaha.
right. i think im talking nonsense and pardon me for my randomness. cause i didnt sleep well. haha.
right. shall end here.
bye!
- stoning continues. -
she is here @ 11:58 AM
Monday, January 4, 2010
yes. im working on my FYP name list now. i was so damn angry just now. =<
*忍*10:15pm
and now. im finally done. i dont undestand why the people in facebook doesnt want to put their gender. stupid. and i need to guess their gender. -.-
tmr will need to bring the PAPERSSSSS for binding. hope can get it on the spot. now thinking if i should go 313 and find my manager for lunch. heavvvvy~~
took back my special events paper just now. i passed! hahaa. dont need to re-test! =D
10 mins in school for test tmr. wish me luck. haha =)
alright la. nothing much to write le. hmmm. good bye!
she is here @ 9:01 PM
waaa. school reopen le. sian-ed.
1st lesson cancelled. so only going for rajes' lesson. BORING! hahaha. im sorry. cause i think i didnt have enough holiday. is okie! just 2 more months!! =) yeah!
you know what? i only need to go to school for like, 10 mins? then go home. -.- wa lao! i travel for like 30 mins to go school then stay for 10 mins. then travel 30 mins back home. idiOt! but maybe im going down to 313 again. haha. we'll see. =)
alright. i'll go and prepare my stuffs~ bye~
she is here @ 1:14 PM
Saturday, January 2, 2010
wow. the 2nd day of NEW YEAR! =D
counting down at Zirca was superb! you know. especially with friends~ those crazy and fun ones. hahaha!!
im uploading some pictures. think you all can see it at ting's and boey's blog too. cause its their camera ma! hahaa. give them credits 1st. if not later sue me for copyright. =X






the music at zirca. ermm. a bit. too OVER for me la. i think the ones at rebel is nicer. =) yup. we went over to rebel too. haha. waaa. it was freaking pack la. we can hardly move. hahaha. one price for 2 places! not bad eh? =)
now i undersand why people say you will get addicted to clubbing. haha. xD
yes. and im rotting at home for the moment. but going out for midnight singing session later! =D wheeeeeeeee~ topone ktv! yes. another night of not sleeping. xD but its fun with friends! you never feel tired!! =D
i did something stupid to my BB yesterday. dont ask me what. i also dont know. i only know that everything inside is gone. and now i need to re-type of contact list. clever me! haiz.
i dont want the holidays to end. NOOOOOO! =(
she is here @ 2:44 PM