Lydia aka SoTOng
18 September 1989
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in
Integrated Events & Project Management
a blend of Mel-San
emotic perfectionist
singing is passion
hopes to open a shop of her own and a strawberry farm somewhere

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watching 爱上九点半now.
i think this episode is a few years ago de ba.
got 曹格 and Tank.
hmmm. long long time ago ba.
i think 曹格 just release his 1st album that time ba
and i heard 曹格's man voice!
really man la!!!

hmmm. got 1 more girl.
吴佩珊 whom i dunno who is she. =x
but her voice also not bad la.

having headache.
but im trying my best to study.
my last module to go.
Project Management.
=)))))))))))))))))))))))
after tmr ill be freeeeee! =)

good luck to everyone!
jia you jia you!
sleep early my friends.

YAY!
just finish changing my blogskin!
heh heh.
cute huh. =p

the girl look like me right? =x.
soooo CUTE!
haha. no la. just kidding. xD

almost the end of january le
hmmm. dont you think that pass really fast?
and 1 more paper i'll be going to year 2.
just 1 more paper. =)
which is on the 31st jan, thurs.

AND THEN!
its new year!!!!!!!!
bought your new year's clothes already?
me... half done ba. haha.

bye people!
must be as happy as my blog huh.
=)
take care!

watched 'the house' today.
the movie is a little complicated to me.
(maybe im a little slow =x)
but at last i understand everything ba.

i'm disgusted by the 'ghosts' face la.
you know, those kind of rotten face.
hmmm. those face soak into water for a very long time.
woooo. *puke*
but its not as scary as shutter. xD

at the climax, the whole cinema was quiet.
climax as in the ghost is coming out already la.
then suddenly, somebody sneeze.
all of us in the cinema laugh la. LOLs.
(try to imagine.)

end here le =)
night ppl.
going to eat my durian le!!! =))))

read some of the others' blog.
some blogs are still rotting~ haha.
but saw boey's and kat's blog.
hmmm. regarding themselves?
feel like laughing man!
especially boey's one la!
what shuai ge and hot stuff. =.=
you really MUST watch the 原来我不帅 la!
xD

cant sleep luh!
BORED~
watching 卫斯理传奇。haha. what an old show huh.

hmmm. feel like eating porridge leh.
yum~~ (random huh =x)

actually tmr need do spring-cleaning de.
hmmm. but boey not free on tues.
so will be going to watch movie tmr
with fangru, felicia and boey.
haven't tell dad yet. later he scold X_x

back to my tv le. =)
take care people.

went to far east last 2 days.
shop shop and look look for my new year clothes.
not yet finish shopping, still a lot of things have not buy yet.
=)

mum says tmr we will be doing spring cleaning.
my bro went to my cousin house.
which means i need to help him clan up his mess!
awwwwww! hate it. hate it!

end here le =)

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you know, sometimes being hot-tempered isnt bad. =)
saw one article about this, it says
hot-tempered people think more critcally than their calmer counterparts. anger forces us to pinpoint the cause of an issue, so we quickly find a solution.turning our anger into a positive trait by not dwelling on something for too long. after the storm pass tink about why you where angry and how you can prevent it from happening again.

didnt go anywhere ytd.
cause xavier was not free.
hence fangru decides to go on monday.

i stayed at home watching 黑糖玛琦朵
watched from 9 am till 2am.
haha.

went to party world with jeannie
they have not update 曹格's new song.
argh!! wonder kbox have le ma.

going party world again tmr.
hahaa. with wida and jeannie
this is not wasting money huh!
this is my past time. LOLs.
or maybe i have passion for that. haha

will end here for now. =)

wake up at 9 this morning to study econs.
haha. ytd touched on 1 topi only.
so this morning i CHIONG!!!!
=)

the paper is QUITE managable.
can pass ba. but not with good results.
dont care le la.
last minute work what you expect.
just give me a pass i HAPPY le!!
as long as dont let me repeat any module.
expensive leh!

okie. so Econs is over.
and 1 more paper, PM to go!

hmmm. PM is a subject that dont need to study.
guys, rmb what rajes say?
'no need to study, just understand'
see what i mean. =x

that means just 1 more paper... ...
i'll be in YEAR 2 le!
kao. time pass real fast la!

but its cool you see.
i cant wait to go year 3.
got study about food & beverages
got WINE TASTING some more leh!
hahahaha.
COOL RIGHT! =)

9 more days then PM.
i think will be rotting at home these nine days la.
but at least tmr and thurs no need to rot. haha.

tmr will be going to watch movie! and maybe a liitle shopping.
thurs will be going to sing and shopping.
haha.

will change my blogskin real soon!
cant ta han le.
see until sian. haha.

see ya people! =)

went to library today.
wanted to study econs, i did
but only 1 topic, then thought that i should forget about it.
cant concentrate.

reached that at 11, then left at 12 plus ba.
went to causeway point.
walk walk awhile.
went home after that.

watched tv after i reach home.
until now still watching.
hmmmmmm. what to do?
no mood for study ma.
i cant do anything... ...

though its just 2 dishes.
but it had been a long time since i saw these.
i haven't eaten home cooked food for more than 6 months.
i think when i step into poly i had never eaten.

mum was busy tending her stall,
during weekdays she will only reach home at 9 plus.
i had to work on the weekends when i reach home will be around 10.
so she hardly, or i should say never cook.

but today! i didnt work. =)
and i get to eat these!! wooo.
some of you may think that
'aiyer, i hope my mum/dad/maid never cook. its so boring eating home cooked food everyday!!'

but i wish i can have it everyday.
it may not be very expensive stuff
just simple vegetables will make me happy enough. =)

have got 2 dishes today
broccoli cum prawn cum mushroom cum tau pok =)


and steam fish!! =)
(got my fav tomato!!)


really happy!!! =))))))))))
this is the life i want.
haha. will be able to eat home cooked food everyday!
i think some may be thinking
'like that also happy? siao ah.'
i wont blame you, you did not go through what i had.

*people out there*
dont grumble when your family members ask you to go home for dinner
you should feel happy and greatful.

i hate staying at home alone.
it feels scary, as in, not those type of 'dirty things'
i'm not scared of that
what i meant is i will think a lot.

i know what is done cant be undone
but i hate it when i keep thinking what will happen next.
not that i dont want to face the truth
its because i like to think on the pessimistic side.

2 more papers to go before hols.
i cant wait!
cause after that i can work all day long!!
haha.
at least there isnt a need to stay at home and turn mouldy.

actually wanted to go NLB to study today
but then... no space there
fangru suggested to study at TCC
we thought we can study there la.
but... ... we can't!
and we are already in there le.
so, as you know, i scare of malu then we had to order something lo.



i ordered
oreo mocha frappe


felicia ordered
raspberry yogurt


xavier ordered
ice cappuccino

and
dunno whats this


fangru is the one who bring us in,
but didnt order anything! =.=
she just drank sky juice~


after that we went mos... ...
to study? haha.
yeah, fangru and xavier did study a little.
me and felicia did nothing,
hmmm. okie. a little autocad la. =)

after that go mac... then walk walk...
then me and fangru went yishun to buy some girls' stuff. =)
*fangru, rmb what you promise me huh!

after i reached home, i vomited
i think is because of the drink i had at TCC
there's milk in there which make me feels uncomfortable
hmmm. i really cant drink milk... ...

okie. end here le~~
good luck all for autocad~~~

the words you said that day makes me feel irritated
i dont know what you mean when telling me/us this
but instead, i think i should be the one saying that.

sometimes i really feel like saying it straight to your face
but i didnt
you can say that i'm afraid or i should say
i dont want to hurt anyone?

but i thought, is it worth for me keeping everything inside me
and just let you do the things that will irritate of hurt ppl?
or should i just tell you off.
maybe i should huh?
one day. i guess. i will.

well, i'll end here le.
going to national lib tmr with feli, fangru and boey!
night ppl~~

thought of changing my blogskin
but can't find any which i like.
as some of you know im quite 'dog sit' (in hokkien =x)
a little thing which is out of place i wont like it.
hahaha.

i seriously have nothing to do.
no show to watch.
even scv is repeating all the shows ive watched before
so....
im now rotting~~

rotting in progress... ...

things ive done after i wake up
7-71.0 - wash up
7.10-8 - tv
8-12 - finding blogskins
12-now - rotting =.=

come back and blog later ba.
bye~~

how could you expect a normal acad student like me to write in good english?
don't ask me to practice.
i had enough of writing compos and essays.
argh!!!!!
so im a goner for tmr's emc huh.

avs maybe still can make it la.
though i didnt really study, just read the notes.
hope can pass huh.

see, 1 bad thing about me.
im always hoping, waiting for miracles to happen.
maybe i just like to take things for granted.
hmmm. should reflect huh.
but i dont think there will be any difference. =x

how i wish to sleep sleep sleep and sleep.
hahaha.
impossible, though.

meeting the red line ppl 8 at woodlands tmr.
argh!!!
should go to bed le.
gotta wake up at 6.45 tmr. haizz.

anyway, all the best to everyone taking tests/ exams.
and all the best to me too,
this lazy girl. XD

a normal human being will start their revision 2 weeks to 1 month before their tests and exams.

but, for human being like me,
whenever i see the notes.... ....
SLEEP! comes to my mind.

i should be studying 30 mins ago.
and i asked myself to.
but now, see what i'm doing. blogging~~

AVS is marked base on gammer and vocab.
which is like compo huh.
=.= my worst nightmare.

my eyes are like closing already
although i have enough sleep.

maybe study after watching 黄金路
=x

so bored now~~~
arghhhhh.

today is not my day.
some things happen at work today.
makes me want to laugh and angry.

imagine 2 grown- up, i really mean grown- up okie!
in their 40s i guess.
arguing because of a bloody evening bag.
just feel like laughing la.

i am angry because they said the wrong is in me
that make the 2 of them quarrel.
one of them even said 'i want to complain.'
i'm like, whatever la. =.=
i dont give a damn.

if you think that you are rich, go LV la.
why the fuck come 9west for?

some customers just dont understand english/ mandarin.

senario 1:
'can i have 8 in this?'
'mdm, size 6 is the largest i have.'
'let me try size 6 then.'
after she tried.
'oh, this is way too small for me.'
i'm like DUH!!!!!

senario 2:
'for size 5 it will be the display piece.'
'i want a new piece. can u check other outlets for me?'
process of checking... ...
all the outlets dont have her size already.
'mdm, i dont have a new piece at other outlets too.'
'but i dont like display piece. other outlets dont have?'
'mdm, i checked, but they dont have it.'
this continues for 3 mins. zzz.

senario 3:
'can i have my size?'
'what size do you need mdm?'
'my size. i need my size.'
i know your size la. but what size?! stupid.

some ppl just make my blood boils.
argh!!!!!!!!!!

read some of the blogs.
realise that everyone has started their revision.
for me. like the old times.
i have not even touch on anything.
not that i lazy
(or maybe i am, but i just dont wanna admit it)
i just dont have the mood to study.
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im tired.
feel like quitting.
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a joke is not a joke after you have heard it for more than 3 times.
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not feeling well these few days
my gastric is not listening to me
my head is giving me problem
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i will feel that i'm a useless person when
i see someone who is better than me in anything.
1. i have low self-esteem
2. im a perfectionist.
these are the things i hate about myself
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i want a new start for the new year,
but im feeling that ive gone back to the same old me.
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im becoming emotionless
is that good or bad?
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im a human
i have feelings too ya?
becareful of what you say.
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dont give me empty promises.
trust me.
i will flare.
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above are some things which i am feeling for these past 11 days.

tell you guys something.
I CUT MY HAIR!!!
and its real damn SHORT!!!!
arrrr.

went to monsoon @ novena square to cut it.
haha. and i saw addy lee and zeng shi mei.

okie, now. guess how much i spent?
see huh. i cut my hair by a leading stylist,
dye my hair, and highlighted it.
$150.....
and there goes my pay. T.T

but i like the color he had chosen! =)
its like hmmm. maroon?
under the sunlight is purple
indoor area it will be red. =))

and....
in the class.
DEPM/FT/1B/04
there will be triplets!!!
ting, fang ru and me.
yes. all short hair now.
maybe ppl will think that,
3 of you went to cut your hair tgt? LOLs!!

went to causeway pt with jeannie after cutting my hair.
and we saw,
jun feng, bing lin, farhanah and soh hwee.

jun feng said 'wa. lydia, you drop hair huh?'
=.= feel like dying sia. =x

okie. end my blog here le/
go watch tv!!! =)
黄金路！！！

** thanks fangru who accompanied me to cut my hair. =)
she sat there for about 3 hrs waiting. thanks!!

WOW!
went for steamboat today.
with ting, felicia,fangru, kat
xavier,eugene and jeremy!!
=)

we've ordered the 鸳鸯锅
the 鸡汤 and 麻辣 one.
the other table ordered 鸡汤 and tom yum.
haha.

i can tell you,
the 麻辣 is really 麻 and 辣 la!!!
when you drink the soup,
you tongue will slowly slowly become very 麻.
LOLs. understand what i'm talking about ma? xD

went to suntec after that.
hmmm. walk walk a while
then i bought a adidas water bottle. =)
finally. haha.

shall end this post here. =)
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pardon me for my stupid attitude.

tests and exams coming.
10/1 (thurs) - psychology
15/1 (tue) - avs and emc
18/1 (fri) - autocad
22/1 (tue) - econs
31/1 (thurs) - pm
see these?? argh!!!!!!
so many la!!!!!!!! T.T
(have not started studying yet. =x)

hmmm. if i'm not wrong.
i remembered that i said i wanna blog something
i think its something we did or said?
ehhh. i seriously forgotten what is it le.
so. if i remember i will edit la.
haha

okie. end my post here le.
time for show. heeee. =)

is it the weather or is it me?
i feel so cold nowadays.
i mean, even in the afternoon.
hmmmm. i'm those who aren't afraid of cold.
but what happen to me? ~~

got a bad headache during work.
feel restless. ahhhhhhh.
irritating.

okie. gonna go to bed soon.
night ppl.
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i kept telling myself not to live in the past.
but i can't.

finish autocad, ideas, emc.
now avs tutorial, tests, exams.

some had started revision
but definately not me
for those who know me well,
they will konw that i can only study one or two days
before the test or exam.
i'm not lazy, or finding excuses for not studying.
but that is my method.
cause i'll forget what i study easily.

what should i do to not be so forgetful?
memory is really getting from bad to worst.
i can even forget that i am cooking.
and leave the fire there.
i think i'll be dead if my bro is not back home.

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what does a backstabber mean to you?
somebody who talks bad about you behind your back?
if so, she admit that she is one.

to those who she had said bad things about.
she is apologizing for her action/words.
hoping to get forgiveness from all.

okie, so now is 2008~

during the 2 weeks break
i forget that i had tutorials to be done
and i really mean forget.
EMC - the elevator thing. (done)
CADD - 4 drawings to be done
IDEAS - presentation

just finish 3 of the CADD drawings
the 3D one makes me mad, which i intend not do it.

got to wake up at 6 tmr, but i'm still awake.
which means, i'm now a panda, panda sotong.
LOLs.

thinking of cutting my hair short.
but! no guts la.
now dunno what to do with it,
so tired of looking at it for like more than 5 yrs already.
its like so messy and.. no words to describe.

hmmm. okie la.
end here le.
good night peeps! =)