Lydia aka SoTOng
18 September 1989
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in
Integrated Events & Project Management
a blend of Mel-San
emotic perfectionist
singing is passion
hopes to open a shop of her own and a strawberry farm somewhere

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seems like today im filled up with volunteer work. just now biennale called me and to as if im free next week. and was looking through my email and found a roadshow thingy. and then was clarifying some F1 stuffs.

yea. LOL.

so, for next week. wednesday- sunday ill be out for volunteering stuff.
yahooooo! fruitful holiday to spice up my resume. =p

PLEASE ASK ME OUT NEXT MONDAY- FRIDAY!!
IF NOT ILL BE BORED TO DEATH AT HOME!

thanks those for being kind =)

just a random post from no where. suddenly thought of this and quickly post it before ive forgotten. =X

it happens when you just finish watching a touching movie. and you had nothing to do. suddenly tears just roll down your cheeks.

when you are bored. stupid things will come to your mind.

thinking back to things ive done, things others had done to me. being it good or bad. and i reflected on some of it. a smile would always solve the problem. i thought.

this is what i hope. after my birthday. which means ill be 9teen. i will not be as childish as before. as willful as before. or as pessimistic as before.

this is a promise to myself. but. in the mean time. id better do what i want 1st. xD

see. told you. when you have nothing better to do. you will think of stupid things. =.=

end here for the time being~ gonna find something to do before i decompose.

27 aug 2008
this is the day i officially had my holidays. =) last paper was PR. a shitty one i would say. =x

anw, went causeway point. yes again. meet ling at about 5. i was damn hungry can. i only ate ko ko krunch in the morning and thats all. but we waited for eve. she said she will reach cwp at 7.30 or so ba.

i waited, and waited. we rotted and rotted. cwp leh~ where got anything to shop. i clsoe my eyes also can walk la!!

just guess what we did.
we went to a shop which ive forgotten the name. to 'color' this 2 things.


this was done by ling~ and her name is 'PEK' fuwa


this was done by me, her name is 'GAM' fuwa.

the origin of their surname is obviously from their skin color la. and their name? dont you think they look like the beijing olympics de fuwa? LOLs.
(ting, you think so?)

28 aug 2008
i rot at home. and seriously ROT!
nothing to do. just keep playing games, sleep and watch tv. -.- what a life huh.

yup. gonna end here. hope there will be people going back to WRS i need someone to accompany me!!!

she is officially having her holidays!!!

yes. her holidays. =D
wooot~ finish all the papers. yeah!

im giving up- at least for this moment.

cause the more i read, the more it looks the same to me. which makes me wonder why im reading it.

so~ maybe, ill be reading it again in the MRT on the way to school.

and i did not go to the library. too lazy. =x so now, surfing net. looking at others' blog, go facebook and now, started blogging. just realize ive been blogging and blogging non- stop when i have time.

nothing to write i also blog. a few sentence on it im also happy. LOL. whats in my mind man~

anw. ill end here for now~ =)
gogogogogogo last paper! xD

this is the module that i seriously has no confidence in. NOT AT ALL 0.1% of any confidence.

i scrape through during term test. this time round i also hope i could pass. but how to huh? when you cant re-call anything that the lecturer has taught you. my mind is blank. yes, blank. when i started reading through.

just seems like its so new to me. damn.

will be reading through it again. and ill be off to sleep. should be going to the library later in the morning. anyone want to go with me. LOL. i doubt anyone will see this post la. so treat it as im talking to myslef. =X

im choosing qn 2, 3, 4, 5 and 6. hmmm. will i be the first to come out of the exam room. lets see.

some how, i think im going mad. yes. MAD. talking to myslef and laughing at the notes. -.-

one last luck to everyone.
its the last paper. and maybe thats another reason why i dont have the 'heart' to study.

CONGRATS
MS TOH FANG RU
on passing her driving test.

rmb to SHUN BIAN drive me to school next time huh!

xD

that's all for today's post. =D

was tossing and turning on the sofa. simply cant get to sleep. these few days i was sleeping in the living room. dont ask me why. i just feel like sleeping there.

maybe was because im worried about my EC paper. and suddenly thought of my accounts and CCS. even though you think you can pass. at least a pass. but at times. the answer that you think is right isnt the correct one. see. so contradicting.

telling myself that it is over. i cant do anything to it now. but i really dont want to repeat the stupid modules. get what i mean. its already so idiotic. cant imagine if i have to take that again.

PR tmr. which is the last paper.quickly pass pls. i want my holidays. and i need the holidays.

im eating KO KO KRUNCH! woooooooot! its been a long time since i eat that okie! sooooooo nice la. =) but im never eating this with milk. it will taste disgusting. *puke*

and

logistics paper today. it will start later at 6. im not prepared for it. it seems like accounts is over and everything is over. yes, im having such a feeling? but anw, im going to start on logis soon. yes, soon.

dont know what s the format for logis. anyone knows? though the notes are not as much as EC, but its wordy. damn wordy.

okie. im continuing with my KO KO KRUNCH!
lucks all~

did anyone went to watch the fireworks at marina yesterday?
asked so many bunch of friends. in the end cancelled because not many want to go. haiz.

but i was lucky enough. when i get out of RCSC i saw the fireworks. LOLs, =) stand there for a while and quickly went off as i dont want to squeeze with the smelly people. =X

and was watching the olympics ceremony just now. wooot. nice la! but anw, hope it wasnt 'edited' like what happen to the opening ceremony. hmmm.

ting. did you watch? got lee hom! hahha.

havent started on logistics yet luh. maybe later. LOL. can study till a bit later cause tmr dont need to wake up so early. paper starts at 6PM! zzz. hope my stomach wont start growling half way.

okie~ good luck everyone.
5 credit huh!

yes. kenna scolding by kel. -.- '' very lo-so sia he.

why am i not studying. LOLs. cause im watching tv la. who ask the 11 de show 11.30 then start. if not i can start studying at 12 le. =x

KEL! STOP DISTURBING ME WATCHING TV!
blame the tv not me huh.

okie okie. not free le. let me watch tv 1st.
good luck guys. =)

okie. lets look at the exam schedule.
friday (22/8) - events creation and market research.
monday (25/8) - logistics and site operation
wednesday (27/8) - Public Relations
28/8 onwards~ =D end of exams~ weeeeeeeeeeee.

so people. want to go out tell me okie~ should be able to go le. hahaha.

yesterday's paper, accounts, i CANT balance! and my income statement is wrong. damn. i think. should be able to pass la. but cant get flying colors. LOL

anyway. hope i can have the mood to study for tmr's paper. the notes is freaking thick can! can compare with encyclopedia already. =X (kidding la) but anw, i really dunno how to start. and dunn when is it going to end. LOL.

lucks guys. =)

i forget how to do balance sheet. damn.

its so depressing. all of a sudden you forget everything. as in, thoes you studied before and everything is gone in the head.

nothing can go into my head for now. brain dead. all the brain cells eaten up by acccounts.

now. i can only pray for at least a pass. please. a pass will do luh. aiyo!!
good luck to me. good luck to everyone. ;)

went to library with fang ru and xavier. studied acounts today. and i died. but revived after a sleep when i went home at 6.15pm. xD

the cashflow and ratio analysis. they are some bloody thing that makes people die, somehow and in someway.

im watching TV now. will start again at 12. after the police show. LOLs. dont keep studying and forget about entertainment, okie! =X

hope the section C will be easy la! pray hard!!! heeeeeeeeeee.

good luck all. =)

hahaha. this morning went to sing AGAIN. yes. AGAIN! LOLs. this time with jeannie. her again. xD

after that went eating at pasta mania. i love eating there la. never get sick of it de. the pasta i ate today huh. damn little la. -.- i think cause i choose the wrong pasta choice. chosen fusilli. maybe thats why.

then went walk walk at causeway. -.- walk until rot liao. i bought fan fan's new album. and jeannie bought derrick ho's de. not long after that she went off. and i REALLY ROT at causeway la.

waiting for mum, dad and bro. yes. went to watch money no enough 2 AGAIN. and i cried AGAIN. there's a different feeling. watching with your family and your friends. hmmm.

alright. end here for the moment. now, wanna watch tv also cannot. hope the rally will end before 11! i want watch the 11pm de show!

wow. ytd went to the 7th month dinner. and i finally got the chance to taste red wine. but it was not as nice as i thought. yuck! maybe because they use not good de red wine. eeeeyer. i dont know la.

i realize how rich can some people be la. just a bucket. A BUCKET hor! they bid till about $300K . its just a bucket only!!!!!!!!!! wa lao. got money also not like that spend de can. dont understand this people.


we left before the dinner end. around 12 ba. then went to admiralty mac straight after that. meet ling study. went back home about 5.45 in the morning. FIRST BUS HOR. =x so proud.

next, meet ling AGAIN. but this time round to partyworld. =D we sang till 2. then i went back home. hahaha. monday should be singing with jeannie again. =)

then after i reach home. have me lunch i sat down watching table tennis with dad and mum. this time was germany and japan. germany won. which was what i expected. =D AND im waiting for TOMORROW! table tennis women's finals. =) soooo coooooool! sure will be an exciting one.

okie. updated enough for today. bye~

was at home today. nothing to do. so in the morning after i woke up i on my lappy and started to watch some show. watch till 1 plus and then dad bought me rice for my lunch.

after that packet of rice. recieve a call from my uncle saying that he is bringing me for the 7th month dinner later. LOL. and after the call. i slept. xD

wake up at about 6. and heard my bro and dad talking about the olympics. if im not wrong, i heard them saying one of the team went into the final round which im not sure which sports is it. =x but anyway, im quite happy to hear that. =)

gogogogo SINGAPORE! stop letting the people from other countries saying that we are part of China! let them know that though we are only a red dot on the map. but we are just like other BIG countries that is capable of everything and anything! weeeeeeeeeee!!!

okie. later after the dinner will be going admiralty mac to study with ling. HOPE i will study. LOL.

time to go now. =) thanks for popping by again.
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since then, i realize there are many more other things that deserve my love for. =)

CCS test was okie today. but some give away questions i couldnt answer. damn! anw, 4 more exams to come, starting next wednesday. hmmm.

went lunch with fangru, kat, boey and eugene. they finally agree to come causeway point to eat la. LOL.

went to cut my hair just now. its like finally. LOL. wanted to cut my hair long time ago. hahaha.

ehhh. now the 7-eleven huh. no more 3 bottles of green tea for$3 le leh. now they selling at 2 bottles for $2.20! but anw 10 cents diff la. LOL just to inform those who wanna buy the pokka green tea. =D

okie. nothing much today actually. thanks for popping by and reading my post.
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i may act as if nothing has happen. but you really spoil my mood.

people who lied, you may be forgiven by others but not your own conscience.

CCS test later. in less then 45 mins time, i need to get out of house.
prepared? i hope i am. just a pass for me will do. i dont ask for much cause this module is a cannot make it one. at least for me.

woooooooooooooooooot~

hope i will not repeat this module. this is the last thing i wanted. awwwww.
all the best for everyone. including myself.

another day gone. woooooooo. tmr will be CCS test. which i dont even know if i have already prepared for that.

after the IT presentation. went to marina square with ting, fangru, felicia and boey. for breakfast? lunch? whatever la. then sit down talk talk. we can really CRAP! lols. from 10 plus 11 crap till about 1. pro! =) anw. it was fun la.

and in conclusion. i can be a PI!. fangru said i can stop studying in DEPM and start another course on private investigating. oh man! i was thinking. how fun could that be!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

on the way home, ling asked me to meet her out to study. LOL. i said okie. and by the time i reach home i cannot take it. need some sleep. =x then msg her telling her will be meeting her late. poor her. she was calling me but i didnt answer her call. by the time i pick up the phone. she was screaming la. cause shes hungry. LOL!

and~ this is what she did to my file~

my name hor. siao siao. xD
anw, thanks huh ling.

and pls! CONCENTRATE ON YOUR STUDIES CAN?!
no time to waste.

so pissed off today!

where should i start? or i shouldnt even start. as it made me feel more pissed. just some idiots and stuff made me like this. damn.

credit taken by others. which i dont really care. but hard work not appreciated. argh. whatever shit it is. wooooooo. let me vent it out. feeling better now.

woooo. got fang ru and xavier in the library to listen to my stupid story. thanks! your ears are appreciated. =P

and next the 2 girls who acc. me to SAKAE for dinner just now. though i didnt tell them anything. but feels so happy with them. cause WE ARE FULL OF NONSENSE! =D


yum yum! hahaha. fried TOFU!!


ling say i look 'dao' in this photo. which i think so too. hahahha.


=p


ling and her stupid face! xD

after looking at all the photos. i realize that i seldom take photo with jeannie leh! jeannie~ right???!!! next time huh. we 2 must take more! LOLs!

when i was about to leave, saw fang ru and her friends at SAKAE. hahaha. so 巧！ =)

IT presentation tmr. need reach school by 8am. -.- siao sia. hope i can get to sleep soon. then can wake up tmr on time. hahhaa.

night peeps! =D

mould starts appearing on my body. LOLs.

dad and mum went to eat somewhere at bukit batok. my brother went to watch money no enough. and me? staying at home. i should have followed them to eat la. argh.

so bored la. nothing to do. TV? nothing to watch. tune here and there its still olympics. aiyo! cannot tahan. finish all the shows on my laptop. now, i can only listen to music. thats all.

what else can i doooooooo?!

i cant sleep. so tired but cant sleep.

thinking... and thinking.

date: 070808
my new try- out. hahaha. i promise myself that i will invent a new recipe right!?


hahaha. this is the mushrooms i have bought. its all the types i can find in fairprice. xD


dont you think this mushroom looks cool? haha. look like seashell huh. =)
though it looks nice huh. but it dosent taste nice at all! argh!


AND. my FINAL product. (the green green thing is asparagus =x)

i mixed them all together. maybe the look isnt nice luh. but it taste really nice okie! =) ohhhhhhhh. i have another talent apart from singing. xD

Date: 080808
today, the day for beijing olympic and 8 million TOTO. LOLs. i bought $5 quick-pick and won $20. LOLs. should be $20 if im not wrong. dad says so.

anw, me, ling and jeannoe went partyworld today. its like. FINALLY LA! havent been singing for soooooo long luh! weeeeee!
me and jeannie went 1st. so we told the staff 2 person. and he gave us a VIP room la. 0.o he said there is no more small rooms. hahaha. its like 3 times the normal room. LOLs. me and jeannie was so damn HIGH that we jump up and down and ran around the room. =X then when ling reach le, we have no more energy. LOLs!!!


yes. this is the room.actually i stand there is want to show how big the room is de. but huh. im too big already. thats why the room doesnt seems big to you. LOL.


haha. thats me!


jeannie(left) and ling(right). pretty girls huh! =D


ling and me.




as for this 2 pics. im not very sure what are we trying to do luh. butfor the second one. i think we are trying to be an idiot. =X dont you think we look like one? LOLs!

i had fun. LOTS OF FUN. happy to go out with you girls. =)

see you in library at 10 am, ling. =X
good night everyone!

i just feel like blogging la. but~ nothing much to write. haha!

but anw, other then the stupid gastric ulcer. everything seems fine to me for these few days. mood --> happy. =D

hope these will go on and on and on and on! weeeeeeee.

AND AND AND!
im going to pon CCS and accounts tmr! which means i will be home by 10.30! hahaha! and friday. im going to pon school tooo! weeeeee.

but then huh, i should be rotting at home after gems. so maybe! ill be inventing some new food at home. heh heh. i love cooking as much as singing! =D

yes! and im telling everyone again! this friday im going to sing! yes!!! hahaha. and before that ill be meeting mr toh for breakfast? lunch? whatever la. so long never see him. not even have the chance to meet him in school la. LOLs.

and now was thinking what should i do after meeting hi mand before meeting the girls for singing. hmmm. maybe go mug awhile in the library. =D LETS SEE!

i thought i say didnt have much to blog and yet i talk so much! hmmm. okie okie. end here le. CHEEERS EVERYONE! xD

came back from starbucks. chatted with ling. hahaha. meeting this girl for a few days le. xD was telling her that i really miss the secondary school life luh! the days when we were doing our e-maths and a-maths till early morning at admiralty mac! wooooooooo.

i almost died on the way home. -.- thanks to that cup of frappe thingy. oh ya. i didnt update ytd huh. hmm. went to doctor, the stupid polyclinic. -.- soooooo long queue la! wait like MAD! but anw. doctor say i not stomach flu, but have ulcers in my stomach or gastric, forget which one le.

alamak. you know what he gave me? a tin of milk powder. -.- i didnt know that was milk powder until i put it inside my mouth. that bloody thing made me vomited. argh! still ask me put thick thick. siao! so disgusting. yuck!!!

hence, this cup of frappe thing made my stomach painful la! grrrrrrrr. i think wont be able to have a good sleep tonight. =(

AND tmr is the stupid IT test. which i dont know what is the IPMT, PMT, bla bla bla. when to use it. where to use it and how to use it. eeeeyer! another disgusting thing!

BUT ANW! was talking to the 2 gals again. hahha. and THIS FRI WE ARE GOING TO PARTYWORLD ! woooooohooooooo. so long never go le. damn desperate for singing.

SING SING SING! =)

its 2.12 am. why aint i sleeping? simply, just cant sleep.

so many things in my mind. think think and think. arrrrr. tired luh! dont know how many brain cells dead le. hmmm.

gastric is having problem. need some maintance soon. if not the machine is going to break down anytime. and here comes my sore hroat. which means? cough and flu will come and visit me anytime. =(

test starts this week. which i havent even prepare a single shit. and in 2 weeks time will be exam. gonna update my exam schedule to remind myself.

life. awww.

31 july 2008
watched prom night with ting, fang ru, eugene and xavier.
hmmm. it was quite an exciting show, not really really very nice la. its not what ive expected. but anw. somehow, in somewhere of the movie. i just cried. -.- may be i think too much. thats why.

1 august 2008
which is today. met up with ling and jeannie again. to watch money no enough 2. its damn funny la. just like the other jack neo movie. talking about government.

oh ya. just a reminder to ting. if you are reading, beware! there is tattoo. so 做好心理准备。 dont say i never warn you huh.

okie. this one, i cried like mad. oh man. i think somebody will call me cry baby le. but anw, its really very very touching and sad at some point of time la. seriously, if you never cry i will pray you la!
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this part onwards is to someone. you know who you are.

sometimes, being too good to somebody will just hurt yourself. of course, this is your character. its difficult for you to hate someone. but think, will you be happy if this goes on?

im not in the position to teach or tell you what to do. in the end, its your own choice. as long as you are happy and you think what you do will make you feel better, go ahead.

if you cant express yourself in words to that person, tell me, maybe i can help.

girl, if you are reading. keep this in mind. no matter what happen or others turn and walk away, ill be there to listen.

take care ya. =)