its when every little thing is being loved

Friday, November 30, 2007

went to IMM today during the 3 hrs break.
actually wanted to buy the formal wear for the EMC presentation
but in the end, cant find any

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went to bugis with ting after school to see the formal wear
we each bought a pants. haha.
at least got something la. not empty handed.
*still cant find our blouse. zzz.*

actually wanted to go swensens get tonight de
but too tired le. so didnt join my colleagues.
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i sense something.
something is wrong.
is there anything wrong with me or what?
if there really is, pls DO TELL ME.

so, what does that means?
hmmm. wanting me to feel sad or guilty?
maybe i think too much.
but i think there is some meaning to be expressed behind it.

ya, maybe its funny.
but i'm definitely not feeling that way.

should i cry or laugh to myself?

she is here @ 10:36 PM

Thursday, November 29, 2007

people, you know what? haha
i bought the 5 mega pixels thingy!!!
yes! its the phone i wanted! woohooo.
k850i. hahahahaha.

went to plaza singapura with my family today
actually we intend to get the voucher and the phone there
but!
the person says the promotion for the phone is at expo
so that means, if you want the phone, go down to expo
or buy it at the full price here!

like DUH!
of course go down to expo la.
much much cheaper ma!
my mum and bro didnt follow, so i went to expo with my dad.

poor daddy. gotta wake up at 1 am to work in the morning.
but for the sake of me and my phone,
he waited with me for 5 solid hrs before i can get to touch my phone

we waited from 4.30 till 9.30.
zzz. i almost rot man!

but at last! i get my phone!!!
hahahaha. hope will get use to it ba.
now still a little blur.

hehehe.
end here le.
gotta go read the econs thingy le.
nitez ppl. =)

she is here @ 11:29 PM

Friday, November 23, 2007

2 more weeks to holiday.
weeee!
*BEAR WITH IT!*

seriously need to work to get more money!
argh. really tight budget now.
still need to buy formal wear for EMC Presentation.
*sob sob*

finally finish my brochure and proposal.
because of these, for consecutively 2 days i only sleep for 3 hrs
still very tired now even though i had slept in the afternoon

done the presentation for IDEAs today.
which means i left with
1. EMC presentation
2.Psychology presentation
3. AVS presentation
4. Econs report (Oligopoly)
5. Econs tutorial 8

1 - 4 will need to present and hand up on the 11th week
which is next next week. = .=

i think next week will be a tough one for all of us.
jia you!!

apologies to fang ru and kat
promise to go out with you all today but i didnt
really too tired~ so sorry.

she is here @ 11:12 PM

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

gotten back all the results for term test.
i passed all the modules but its a just pass result for all.
not very happy though
but its already over and i can't ask for more as i didn't really study

got to finish my proposal and brochure by tmr.
need to hand up on friday.
80% of the propsal is on grammer and vocab.
and yes, its my weakest part. =(

after this post i'll continue with my proposal.
hmmm. hope can get it done by today.

things to be done:
1. proposal (EMC)
2. brochure (EMC)
3. write- up for Oligopoly (ECONS)
4. power- point (Psychology)
5. power- point (AVS)
6. Presentation (IDEAS)
7. Presentation (EMC)

that is all i can think of for now.
will update if there's anymore.
(i hope not. seriously!)

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sometimes i find that its easier to hate someone than to like them
this feeling is horrible.
are you this type of preson?

she is here @ 8:30 PM

Saturday, November 17, 2007

today's blog is simply on how i feel
it would be quite long, so, whether to read or not. it's up to you

just came back from work.
so tiring, but i feel that there is a need to blog
i'm afraid that i will forget my thoughts and the things that had happen

i was at the bus interchange for a bus home
i saw a handicapped/ disabled man (he's blind)
there was a bus which came and he could not see the bus no.
so he was like asking 'excuse me, what no. is this?'
but nobody replied.
i wanna go over but there's way too much people
luckily there was a kind woman who told him the no.

seriously la, what the hell happen to the Singaporeans man!
i thought people said that Singaporeans are courteous and considerate?
this is just purely shit la!
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i love doing tests.
i mean those psychology ones.
yesterday i did one on
'are you optimistic or pessimistic?'

my result is 'pretty optimistic'
that is quite different from who i am last time
but, if this is really so,
then i won't be thinking something like that during my breaktime at work

i'm just so freaking tired of school.
having studied for like 6 years in primary sch and 5 years in sec sch
gosh! and now going to struggle 3 years in poly
to me, poly life is damn competitive la.
i dont know how to put it in words,
but after almost seven months of poly this is how i feel.

sometimes i was thinking whether should i just quit sch
i know many people will scold me stupid la
but no one will understand how i'm feeling at times

i even think of what i'll do when i really quit sch
to work as a full- timer in nine west
some of you may think that i'm silly
but really if one of this day comes
i'll work as a full time in nine west

then save some money to open a shop of my own
have not think of what to sell yet but i wanna be a boss of my own
some of you may be thinking this person here is imagining things...
i am, i can say. i'm just thinking of what i want in future.

hmmm. time to sleep working again tomorrow.

she is here @ 10:27 PM

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

didnt go to today
guess whats the reason. haha
cause, its raining heavily!! heh heh.
i'm bad right?
the weather is too good for people to lie on the bed doing nothing.

after i wake up, finish disturbing my bro(he also didnt attend sch)
i went to play maple. oops! =x
but seriously got nothing to do la
so no choice.

for the whole day
i'm playing com, watching tv and staring into space.
almost rot la.

okie la. actually nothing much happen today
so will make it short and end here. =)
good night people.

she is here @ 11:10 PM

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

had comapny dinner just now =)
it was at Hotel Shangri-La. heh heh.
checked out the price and it was like abt $88 per pax!
fortunately, i'm not the one paying.

had a lot of nice food like bbq crayfish (i've got 2!)
which you need to QUEUE to get 1!!
the seafood! scallop, prawns, crabs, oysters
japanese food! sushi of course, salmon

my FAV!! DESSERTS!!!!
they've really got all sorts of that la
alchoholic, sweet, sour woohoo!!!and chocoloate fondue!!
oh god. the fondue is like wow.
maybe is because they used dark chocolate instead of milk chocolate =)

everybody got a gift like
erm... some freaking recycle-able bag.
and we've got lucky draw

i won the 2nd part-timers' price!
which is $40 of taka vouchers
heh heh.
should be getting chocolates ba =X

really had fun tonight la.
and should have gained 3 more KGs la!
keke.

okie. time for bed.
good night my friends.
XD

she is here @ 11:58 PM

Monday, November 12, 2007

went to Square 2, far east and wisma with ting just now
thought of buying a pair of heels and a presentable top
for tmr's dinner

people who know me well should know what happen next.
yes, i didnt get anything from there
and i know ting feels like killing me and chopping me into pieces.
sorry huh ting. wasted your time. =(

after that i went to causeway point alone
still, couldnt get anything la!
so i went home and take a bath.

guess what?!
i went causeway point again =x
i went into giordano, esprit, metro, dano, G2000, Osmose
aiya, just all the shops that sell ladies clothing la.
but for giordano and esprit i went there 3 times

in the end. i still bought a tee
dunno for what la. argh.
hate it!
this freaking dinner almost drive me nuts!!

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some things happened which made me feel sad
i dont know how to put it
maybe i should just ignore it and be happier?
or should i think deeper.

sometimes i do wonder
is there something wrong with me?
am i a difficult person?
have i done somthing wrong?

what should i do?

she is here @ 8:38 PM

Friday, November 9, 2007

finally!!!

term test over!
today's CAD
zzz.
cannot finish la.
in fact, dunno how to do

this 4 modules,
i think i'll only pass AVS ba
=x

spend some or i should say,
a lot of time on my blogskin today
and finally
i'm done with my skin~~~
sick and tired of my old blogskin le.

though the skin is not completely done by me
but~~ i really took a long time to finish it
adding all the skulls and spaing everything
(i know someone gonna say i'm a computer idiot already)

see all the little skulls?
suddenly though of skulls
so intend to use skulls as the theme
=)

the one at the starting and ending of the post
cute right!!
look like sotong cum mushroom x)
found all the skulls in some websites

okie la.
i'll end here le~
enjoy the skulls! =)

she is here @ 11:52 PM

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Story about a Frog

some may have heard about this story already~
you may want to read it again.

A group of frogs were traveling thru’ the woods and two of them fell into a deep pit.

All the other frogs gathered around the pit. When they saw how deep the put was, they told the two frogs that they were as good as dead. The two frogs ignore them and tried to jump out of the pit with all their might, but all the frogs kept telling them to stop. Finally, one of the frogs took heed to what the others were saying and gave up. He fell down the pit, and died.

The other frog continued to jump as hard as he could. Once again, the crowd of frogs yelled at him to stop the pain and just die. He jumped even harder and finally made it out.

When he got out, the other frogs said, ‘did you not hear us?’

The frog explains to them that he was deaf. He thought they were encouraging him the entire time.

Two lessons:
There is a power of life and deaf in the tongue. An encouraging word to someone who is down can lift them up and help them make thru’ their troubles.

A destructive word to someone who is down can be what it takes to kill them. Be careful of what you say.

Speak life to those who cross your path. The power of words~~~ it is sometimes hard to understand that an encouraging word can go such a long way. Anyone can speak words that tend to rob another of the spirit to continue in difficult times.

Be special to others.

she is here @ 10:30 PM

Monday, November 5, 2007

test

3 more papers to go
AVS- tmr
PM- wed
CAD- fri
zzz.

gonna fail the damn econs.
i dont find it difficult
but just dont know how to ans the qns

did nothing during the e-learning
all i do is
sleep
watch tv
use com
work.

seriously, no mood for studies la.
dont know what happen.

dont ask me whether got study for AVS not
coz~~ now its SLEEPING TIME!!!
~~ its sleeping time =)
Good Night people~ XD

she is here @ 8:55 PM