Sunday, November 29, 2009
next time when you want to drink liquor.
don't '
geh kiang' keep drinking on the rock. i drank like about 3 or 4 cups. drink with mixer la. if not will turn out to be what
I'm facing now. =.=
i
don't know whether is it the drink or is it the weather that make me sick. damn. =( sleep also cannot sleep.
don't know wake up so early for what. now
I'm starting to rot again.
cannot sleep + no mood to do work + no mood study + no
tv program + no
mood to go out =
stonning at home. then you will get to have free mushrooms because
algae and mushrooms will start growing on you.
right. i think
I'm not in the right mind. maybe
I'm not sober yet. or maybe
Ive never been sober at all.
LOL!
okie la. back to my growing mushrooms session. =(
**ehhhh. carlton hotel dinner buffet la. anyone? =P
she is here @ 12:50 PM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
如果。
我有这个胆量，我好想一个人自己出国。
我能够，我要学好多好多东西。
我可以，我也想把全部的事都说出来。
可能像有些人说的，我有‘自闭症’。哈哈。可能吧。但，就像我说的，不是每件事情都能说出来。可能我不想在别人面前哭吧。不想有人用同情的眼光看着我。我不想当弱者。
我有点累了。哈。
she is here @ 12:06 AM
Monday, November 23, 2009
was back from camp yesterday. and i didn't really sleep for the 2 days. so, the first thing i did was to bath. and after that i sleep and sleep and sleep. until about 6pm. but now. with my blankie and the perfect weather. i feel damn tired. and super sleepy! =( *eyes closing*
and today. =( i'll be back to school again. man~~ think i'll be sleeping in the lectures. thought of not going to school. but i think my monday's attendence won't allow me to do so. gosh. been skipping monday's lesson too many times. =P
tons of tutorials NOT DONE. im dead. which means i can't sleep when i'm back home later. i need to finish it. especially the CWS. =( awwwwww. 2 days of fun and weeks of tortures.
alrighty. i'll end here for the moment.
she is here @ 10:53 AM
Monday, November 16, 2009
i promise myself.
life will go on, no matter what happen.
每天都要努力的笑一下。
tomorrow will be a better day.
i will. and i can.
she is here @ 11:07 PM
好多天没有update了。一update就没有什么好事。嘿。。。
历史就要从演了。
应该是十多年前的事了吧，我都忘得一干二净了。但，没想到真的又要发生了。
伤心，彷徨，无助。这是我现在的心情。这应该是我懂事以来，最伤心的一次吧。每想到一次，心酸了一次，眼泪也跟着掉了。
这些事情你能跟谁说？我又能做什么？我只能听，什么忙也帮不了。你懂这种心情吗？烂。觉得自己真的烂透了。
以前还小，你只需要哭，可以什么事都不用管，因为你知道大人会帮你。现在长大了，不能用哭来解决。就算要跟别人说，我也不知道要从哪里说起。不知道要怎样开口。
每听到，‘then你讲，我应该怎样？’我就低着头了。你说是事情也好，人也好。因为我不知道应该要怎样面对。如果我给了一个忠告，但，是错的。哪，我不是该死。
你 会 怎 么 办 ？
she is here @ 12:06 AM
Monday, November 9, 2009
changed a new skin for my lovely space.
alrighty. let me post a little before going to bed.
i haven't do my
CSW tutorial yet. its not that i
don't want to do huh. simply idiotic. gonna squeeze my brain juice out tomorrow.
haha.
ohh. just wanted to say. please, if you want to say anything. just tell me directly.
don't beat around the bush.
don't try to let me guess our words. because 9 out of 10 times. i will interpret it wrongly. and when i interpret it wrongly. you will get unhappy. and it turns out to be my problem.
don't do this to me la.
I've got enough trouble. thanks a lot.
tomorrow's lesson will be a boring one. lectures. damn =(
nights friend. tonight's dream will be a sweet one. =)
she is here @ 1:13 AM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
a movie
i'm tired. haven't done with Rajes' tutorial yet. the questions seem so simple. but yet. i don't know how to answer them. or maybe because i'm not thinking hard enough. but i want to sleep la! my goodness. tired.
went to hospital just now. aunt just admitted there. i don't wish history to repeat. just hope that everyone is healthy and living well.
thats just a minor bit of our life. and when these bits piece together. it becomes our very own unique movie. everyone will go through things that they don't wish that would happen to them. but who have the choice? we have to admit to our fate. our life.
i don't really like today. 4th nov isn't a very good day for me. but still. you can choose to live a day smiling or live a day being sad. which is better. you choose for yourself.
right. back to rajes' tutorial. squeezing my brain cells out. sleep early people. all of you are part of my movie. my life. all of you are great people! =)
she is here @ 10:49 PM
Sunday, November 1, 2009
MediaCorp Subaru Impreza Challenge 2009
reporting time at 2.30pm later. now i'm thinking of what to eat for my lunch. hmmm.
super heavy rain and scary lightning yesterday. my whole jeans is wet and my shoes are soaked with the rain water.
i salute the contestants man! even i feel super cold. what about those contestants out in the pouring rain without any umbrella? they are powerful! and have strong determination.
GOGOGO! =)
oh man! you know what! i was looking at at the pictures of those participants who are still in the challenge. WOW. the 65 year old lady is still there! yup. she is the oldest among all the contestants. who says elderly is weak? see. she's a SUPER WOMAN! =D
alright. lets look at the number of contestants.
time: 10.47am
source from http://www.mediacorpradio.sg/subaru2009/challengers.asp206 more contestants! =) but i think those contestants who have dropped out or those remaining. you guys rocks! =)
alright, thats all for the moment. i'll see the remaining contestants at 2.30pm later! =)
she is here @ 10:16 AM
