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bye to my dearest blog

2010-01-16T00:47:00.002+08:00

this blog will end here. at post no. 521.

im moving to www.lydiaishlyhers.wordpress.com =) do re-link!

of course i cant bear to leave this blog. its with me like from july 2007. but theres a reason for everything. =) its okie if you dont know why. just know that ive moved. haha.

thank you bloggie. you are with me during my ups and downs. but i hope 2010 will be a good year for me. and i wish to have a little change in everything. things wont be the same this year and onwards. i know. =)

bye bloggie.

by
your dearest owner.

2010-01-15T00:16:00.003+08:00

i hate my test and exams week. test is the week before new year. exam is the week after new year. HOW NICE! stupid. how am i going to study? im going CRAZY.

everything is so packed. submission deadlines, presentations. hmmm. but yeah~ i hope time will pass fast for all these!

BECAUSE!

i cant wait! CANT WAIT TO GO TIOMAN! =D wheeeeeeeeee~ beach beach beach. though i didnt know how to swim. and i dont intend to go for the snorkling or water sports. i still love it. but i DONT CARE! i simply just love it. =)

i hope i can see stars there. lying on the sand, above you is a beautiful picture of small glittery element. awww man! alright. im imagining again. hahah. xD sorry. i just cant wait.

=D

2010-01-14T02:42:00.000+08:00

Here I am. Lying on my bed and typing this post through my BB. Hmmm. I thought I'll be able to sleep. But seems like I'm stil wide awake. Wanted to on my laptop. But was too lazy to sit up and on it. Haha.

Hope I'll be able to wake up on time tmr. Think I can la. Haha. Hope it isn't ANOTHER boring day.

Alright. I'll continue with my staring-at-ceiling activity. Good night to all.

Hope I'll be tired soon.

2010-01-13T17:16:00.002+08:00

entre lecture was damn boring just now. im like lying on the table and staring into space la. please la. if thats the way you are teaching. i can read the lecture notes myself lor. but never mind. thats the last lesson with you before the presentation. hahaha. =)

thinking of it. time really passed fast. im like in year 3 last sem last term. OMG. less than 2 more months. to be exact 51 more days and i'll be FREEEEE~~ wow. hahaha.

havent been exercising for like, MONTHS. hahaha. the stadium is closed for some maintainace. and it is closed for like so long la! from the MRT i still see no work done. its still the same as before.

but but but. i found a route for jogging! yes! haha. its around the stadium. i think should be can jog around there. xD yes. and i'll start tmr if there is no last minute changes to my schedule. =)

alrighty~ time to go off.

2010-01-13T00:30:00.003+08:00

i stepped on shit just now. i think its cat shit. like so damn lucky la. and im going to buy 4D later. i dont need the 1st price la. consolation also can de. no problem. hahaha.

thinking and thinking.

i was thinking if i should post today. actually i have a lot of things in my mind, A LOT. and i think its spilling out of my brain. overflowing. but then. i know that this isnt MY BLOG anymore. i cant write EVERYTHING here.

like what someone said. its like being spied on.

so. i have no choice. but to keep everything to myself. just let the thoughts spill out of my brain. and maybe it will disappear after some time.

but one thing for sure. im damn fked up. pardon me. but if the situation now is like what i thought. this is the only word that can be used.

i will endure. just pray hard that the day wont come.

2010-01-10T08:23:00.000+08:00

as always. my sleep is being disturbed. woken up. and being asked the same question. i gave the same answer.

in the end. still called. and scolded.
what if its being told? what will happen?
world war III would happen i guess.

get me. get me out of here.

2010-01-09T20:39:00.003+08:00

its been a long time since i went back to WRS to help out for the CCA selection. hahaha. the school just make me feels young. xD now. everyone knows that im the oldest there. all thanks to ms grace. x(

its happy to see the juniors having fun. i think they are much much better than i were when im in choir. much much better than us.

a had a short while of ear training when there is no sec 1s. we were suppose to guess the pitches that she had played. right. and i think i cant really hear the lower pitches. though ive got all the pitches right. but the lower ones i just guessed it.

now. i damn damn frustrated. especially when i found out ive got everything wrong for that taylor swift's duet song. im listening to it over and over again. and im continuing to do that. till i get everything right.

i need lots of ear training. im still not up to the competition level yet. guess i can forget about the competition in june.

but at least. you know that you are working hard for things that you like. for your passion. its not tough at all. you feel happy. =)

alright. back to focusing.
bye!

2010-01-07T19:44:00.002+08:00

the day didnt start well. and it didnt go well. guess its just not my day.

the sky was so red this morning. i knew it would rain. but the iron teeth me didnt want to bring the umbrella and didnt want to take the bus. i insist on walking to the MRT station though it started drizzling.

and on my way to the traffic light. the rain started POURING. i really mean POURING. and this is the first time in my life i ran across the road like some crazy woman. =.= yes. and im drenched. or i should say soaked by the rain. no one part of my body was dry. damn it.

and yes. just as i thought. FYP is not over. i think we are going mad soon.

so freaking f-ed up. we did all we could. and you made it sounds like we didnt do a single thing. so, the past 10 months all the things we did are shit. oohh. i see...

if she really ask us to google the bloody 2000+ names for their company and designation. ha. see what i'll do. crazy.

im so glad that my tolerance level are damn high. so glad.

then its the stupid roast pork rice. -.- i bought roast pork rice for my brunch. i thought the rice for roast pork rice should be PLAIN rice? why the hell is it chicken rice?!! damn. so in the end i just ate the roast pork and the tau geh. i should have just ate mc wings instead. urgh.

but i think it will end fine. =) no. it definately will end fine. =D

bye!

2010-01-06T17:26:00.005+08:00

just when i thought FYP is over. -.- there is now some TOTE board thingy which we need to do a presentation to them. like what the ... and we have no choice but continue listing thoes events. damn. but at least no need to write any report or what so ever la. haha. ehh. wait. i think the TOTE board thingy need to do report or something. waaaa. darn.

now. i'll present to you. our FYP report, appendix and logbook. hahaha.

i like this. everyone in the printing shop was looking at me when i bring this stack of paper for binding. hahahah!

thanks to my group mates. Ms Lee Hui Ting and Mr Edwin Li Wen Shui. =D i didnt really do much for the report. lucky i have you guys. =) at least the part that is graded is done.

oooh. didnt go back to WRS today. seems like no point la. reach there le then stay for less than 30 mins got to leave. haha. so yeah. headed home after had a drink with ting at starbucks.

great. there are things for me to think today. i wont get bored and stare into the space. though its not a good one, but at least something to think about. i guess its my fault. my tone is too harsh. im not offended. just feeling sad. very sad indeed. youve misinterpret what i meant.

my tolerance level decreases when the situation has direct interference on the people around me.

2010-01-05T11:58:00.002+08:00

waiting to go to school. haha. now im stoning in front of my lappy.

test starts at 2.20. ends at 2.40. -.- then im heading back to woodlands. it feels damn stupid can. but no choice. hmmm. how i wish the lecturers cancel all their lessons this week. fat hope la lydia. my mind isn't right today huh. hmmm. never mind.

i'll be bring the papers for binding later. the appendix. gosh. scary-ly thick. and super heavy. haha. thats just the appendix okie. not even the report. wait~ means i need to carry the papers to school, then back to woodlands ah?! okie. i know im slow. never mind.

actually i'm quite worried for my csw test. though it seems easy huh. but then its not as easy as i thought. im not good at talking. =(

i've got a sudden craving for olive fried rice. hahah. came across this website http://www.soshiok.com/where_to_eat/restaurant/photo/1685 waaaa. the picture like damn appetizing can! LOL. then got tom yam soup, got western food. waaaaa~ hahaha.

right. i think im talking nonsense and pardon me for my randomness. cause i didnt sleep well. haha.

right. shall end here.
bye!

- stoning continues. -

2010-01-04T21:01:00.002+08:00

yes. im working on my FYP name list now. i was so damn angry just now. =< *忍*

10:15pm
and now. im finally done. i dont undestand why the people in facebook doesnt want to put their gender. stupid. and i need to guess their gender. -.-

tmr will need to bring the PAPERSSSSS for binding. hope can get it on the spot. now thinking if i should go 313 and find my manager for lunch. heavvvvy~~

took back my special events paper just now. i passed! hahaa. dont need to re-test! =D

10 mins in school for test tmr. wish me luck. haha =)

alright la. nothing much to write le. hmmm. good bye!

2010-01-04T13:14:00.002+08:00

waaa. school reopen le. sian-ed.

1st lesson cancelled. so only going for rajes' lesson. BORING! hahaha. im sorry. cause i think i didnt have enough holiday. is okie! just 2 more months!! =) yeah!

you know what? i only need to go to school for like, 10 mins? then go home. -.- wa lao! i travel for like 30 mins to go school then stay for 10 mins. then travel 30 mins back home. idiOt! but maybe im going down to 313 again. haha. we'll see. =)

alright. i'll go and prepare my stuffs~ bye~

2010-01-02T14:44:00.002+08:00

wow. the 2nd day of NEW YEAR! =D

counting down at Zirca was superb! you know. especially with friends~ those crazy and fun ones. hahaha!!

im uploading some pictures. think you all can see it at ting's and boey's blog too. cause its their camera ma! hahaa. give them credits 1st. if not later sue me for copyright. =X

the music at zirca. ermm. a bit. too OVER for me la. i think the ones at rebel is nicer. =) yup. we went over to rebel too. haha. waaa. it was freaking pack la. we can hardly move. hahaha. one price for 2 places! not bad eh? =)

now i undersand why people say you will get addicted to clubbing. haha. xD

yes. and im rotting at home for the moment. but going out for midnight singing session later! =D wheeeeeeeee~ topone ktv! yes. another night of not sleeping. xD but its fun with friends! you never feel tired!! =D

i did something stupid to my BB yesterday. dont ask me what. i also dont know. i only know that everything inside is gone. and now i need to re-type of contact list. clever me! haiz.

i dont want the holidays to end. NOOOOOO! =(

2009-12-31T00:21:00.002+08:00

wowowow. 2009 is ending in less than a day! time passed fast! really. so. what's your new year resolution?

healthy life

happy life

meaningful life

lovely life

for me and everyone

i know all this will definately come true. =)

i can't wait for the celebration with friends tonight! though i know i will be damn bloody tired after work. hahaha. but no problem! cause i know it will sure be damn fun!

got to do my last shopping for tonight's party. hahaha. haven't buy my shoe and bag yet. will do that during my break time. heh heh.

went to starhub just now. finally got my blackberry done. the email and messenger thingy. right. laugh at me. gadget idiOt. and im still stuck with the itunes thingy. gadget idiOt x2. thanks. LOL.

was at bugis for meni and pedi just now. i tell you. NEVER GO TO bugis street level 2 pedi and meni. it sucks okie. SUCKS. wasted my time. like 2hrs. then i still need to self- service. nonsense. =<

i'll wish everyone 1st huh!

HAPPY 2010 TO ALL OF YOU. =)

i'm going to prepare my stuff for work and party now. bye!

2009-12-28T07:12:00.000+08:00

good morning everyone. yes. i'm awake. and i slept at 3am yesterday. all thanks to my FYP. the listing made my eyes popping out. i did it halfway and i surrender. WHICH MEANS, i need to search for the page where i've stopped yesterday. waaaaaa.

my poor cousins. i can only ask them to watch their tv program and not disturb me. now. before i continue the eye-popping task. i need to think of what to cook for them for lunch. damn.

you know what? i still can't figure out my BB. then the stupid starhub dont want to pick up my call. damn it. gonna find them some day.

im now having flu and cough. like so bloody suddenly after waking up. my nose darn itchy la!!!!! =( but i cant make this as an excuse for not doing my FYP. right.

back to my eye-popping task. wish me luck. i need lots of that. =)

2009-12-26T00:12:00.002+08:00

wow. havent been blogging for a few days. haha. now i've got to wish all of you happy new year instead of merry christmas.

im really sorry for not able to join you guys on the 23rd. im sorry vic, xia, rui, hong, ming, jun, yan and sue!! sorry. i promise to repay back some other time.

went over to my cousins' new condo at yishun just now. waaaaa. EVERY YEAR he show the same thing. -.- our old video. goodness! like 6 years? 10 years ago one?! GOT SO MANY PEOPLE LEH! want to make us malu in front of them.

but anw, thanks for the food, the presents, the effort you have put in for us to celebrate this Christmas. =) glad that all cousins showed up today.

and NOW. another 2 cousins. yes. the 2 small ones. i have to take care of them for 4 days. their mum is going to genting with my mum. and they dont want to bring them there. so. im now the babysitter. hahaha. those people who needs a babysitter can come find me huh. i've got damn lots of experience. =D

finally. thanks ALL for your presents. i hope all of you had a wonderful Christmas. =) lets now look forward to NEW YEAR!

2009-12-20T11:30:00.002+08:00

hmmm. pray hard that i can go home on time. ohhh. PLEASE! boss coming today. they like to come on sundays. i dont understand why. and then. sway sway. every sunday i work. which means we have to close shop late. and i will be going back home late. stupid!

oh. yesterday we took cab back. that stupid dumbell made us sooooooo MALU. awwwwwww. me and my poor colleague. everyone at the taxi stand is looking at us. =(

right. i know my blog is super boring these few days. cause i kept blogging about work work work and work. but i have no choice la. thats the only thing i can blog about now. haha. i will try to spice up my blog soon. SOON la. cause you know. the partying time is near. =D

alright. off to work. help me pray hard that we can close shop on time. PLEASE. =(

2009-12-19T11:01:00.003+08:00

didnt have a good sleep yesterday. hmmm. i was thinking of something and i toss and turn on my bed. unil my brother scolded me. =X so tired now. awww!

and today will sure be a boring and difficult- to- pass day. damnnnnn. my manager is going back at 6pm. means i have to work with that dumbell from 6pm - 11pm. waaaaaaa. why do this to me!! =(

hmmm. guess will only reach home around 12 plus. wa! so not motivated la! gosh.

yesterday night. a stupid cat jump into my house. a black cat. it was in my kitchen when i saw it. i wanted to get a drink. i switched on the lights. and the cat stares at me. waaaaaaa. all i could do is. to run into the room and get help from my brother. hahaha. then what happens to the cat next. i dont wish to know. as long as it gets out of my sight. urgh~

alright. going to work soon. please let today pass fast. or else i will die in the shop. i will really die.
bye.

2009-12-18T17:21:00.002+08:00

my dad cheated my feelings la! he said he will bring me to buy a new phone today! in the end!! he said he wants to sleep. and i can't say no. awwwwwwwwwww!

then see la. now im rotting at home! seriously is rotting.

haha. but at least i can think of what phone i want. THINK PROPERLY. =) should i get blackberry? or any other good recommedations? i dont have any other phones in mind yet. i like blackberry its because of the internet access. hmmm. just worried i wont be able to get use to the keypad.

now. i have another thing to think of. should i cut my hair. hahah. cause its worst than grass already. hmmm. how?~

BORING! BORING!
hahaa.

2009-12-17T05:07:00.003+08:00

good morning people! hahaha. okie. i dont know why. but im super super awake now. and i think im hungry. LOL. random i know. haha. thats what happens when a person cant sleep! =P

yup. working later. =) morning shift! yes. like finally i get to work morning shift. can knock off at 6!! hahaha. dont need to stand there till 10. -.- so. treat it as i woke up too early to prepare for work ba.

and. i was thinking what should i eat later. damn. guess i should buy bread and get over with the break. hmmm. will see how. hahaha.

awww. it seems like its going to rain. the sky is red. full of clouds. just hopes the rain STOPS when i want to get out of house.

alrighty. will see what i can do before preparing for work!
bye!

*ohhh. friends. no presents this Christmas huh. hahaha. and im sorry! cant join you all on the 23rd. got to work la. SORRY! will repay all of you during your next year's birthday! can? xD

2009-12-15T23:53:00.002+08:00

at least today is sooooooo much better than yesterday. not that boring i mean. hahah. but still. i didnt sell anything. LOL. whatever la. xD

dumbbell ~ ohhh~ dumbbell. hahaha. im sorry. its an inside joke. but this dumbbell thingy made our time pass faster la. so. we are greatful to you! =D

think im sleeping soon. TIRED! i'll say good night 1st~ NIGHTY!

2009-12-14T23:45:00.002+08:00

this is my no. 400 posts. hahaha. alright. random. =P

today is a better but super boring day. we've got no sales at all. standing there doing nothing is much much more tired then when you are serving la. time pass faster when you have things to do.

and. imagine. the stupid air con is freezingly cold la. even wearing long sleeve you will feel as though the air con will change you to ice any minute. haha.

yup yup. work tmr! and then wed is an off day. ehhh. anyone wants to go out not huh? i dont want to stay at home. movie! movie la!! a perfect getaway! xD want to watch de msg me hor. i think im just talking to myself here lor. its like. all are working. who the hell will have time for me la. -.- its okie. nvm. hahaha.

and now. im thinking of what to eat tmr. what should i da bao to work?! the food there are too exp la. so must da bao. hmm. stress sia. haha.

alright la. im tired le. time for bed! =D nights~

2009-12-14T00:17:00.003+08:00

its a sucky day for me. thanks to that bloody woman. (not to mention her country. but i think some should know from which country la.)

now. can i ask any sales person? does keeping quiet = rude? i seriously cant link these two things together. can anyone enlighten be a bit?

this bloody woman. complaint to my boss. that i am rude. wtf?!? i havent had a complain when i work for the other retail stores. but im feeling more sad than angry la. i really didnt do anything wrong. i did my very best in everything i do. i want to perfect my life. this woman is so GREAT that she made me break my record. THANKS!

anw, im going to work only until the end of this month. nope. its not because of this thing. there are many other reasons. let me list out. haha.

1) there is a staff. who is a dumbell which made our blood boils.
2) the pay there just sucks.
3) the commission is worse.
4) once the boss comes. we have to close at 11pm instead of 10pm which is the actual closing timing. no cab some more hor. is take MRT. imagine reaching home at 12am.

i think its just ridiculous la. seriously. i can get a better job outside.

alrighty. enough of ranting. hope it will be a great day ahead for me.

2009-12-12T08:07:00.006+08:00

GUESS WHAT! haha. i woke up at 7.30am. how GREAT! -.- the weather wakes me up la! cooold~~ *shivers* haha. yea. these few days are like that. dont know why. are you feeling the same? as in the coldness in the air la. hmmm.

woooo. watched zombieland yesterday! hahaha. its a bloody gore but super funny show la. LOL. every one was like laughing. only at some point of time you will hear me. 'ewwww'. hahaha.

next next next! a perfect getaway! any takers?! hahaha. im scared but dont care! i want to watch. why does movie/cinema earns so much? because there are stupid people like me. who are scared but still want to watch. xD those who wants to accompany me to watch. tell me early PLEASE. i need to schedule the date off. =)

i think huh. my voice is getting more and more CMI! but i so damn love singing! how? =( right right! go KTV practice! hahahaha!

alrighty! im starting work tmr! CANT WAIT!!! =D im going to work like crazy these 3 weeks! yeah!

**added.
i was browsing the yahoo news. and i came across this news. 'The Ten Dumbest Green Gadgets'. LOL. my 1st thought was. what has green done to you? do you need to scold it dumb? its a beautiful color! but then. i was wrong. hahaha. its not talking about the color la. its talking about the environmetally 'green' thing. haha. xD im sorry. i know im a little random. but this is MY BLOG! i can do whatever i like. blehhhhhh! xP

2009-12-10T20:36:00.002+08:00

today's paper is a big time GONER for me. i studied what its not in the test paper. GREAT!im prepared for re-test. even my pen gave up on me on my last confident question. haha. it knows me so well. how sweet!

finally. its the last paper tmr. =) yeah!

there are so many nice movies i want to watch! SO MANY!! xD and i'll be working and working and working! so, book me before i give my schedule to my manager! =)

these few days im listening to 987FM. hahaha. one thing i realize. they keep repeating the songs everyday. i swear! but heng the songs are nice la. only that stop playing that 'jai ho' song. -.- please! xD

2009-12-10T01:04:00.002+08:00

i know i should be sleep la. i know. but then. i think its because of the dark mocha with extra shot that i have drank just now. im so awake. but my head is like spinning. right. i know think anyone understand me. but anw. thats how my head feels.

yes. alvena's module. only one word. suck. i dont know what to study. hmmm. everything is like so damn important. but my brain cant absorb so much! how? =( i also know selective study. but she didnt give tips la! what should i not study then?!

and. dont you think that the notes for this sem's module is like repeating and repeating the same thing. flip to page 2 of topic 1 and then flip to page 5 of topic 2. OMG. and not only this module can! even nego and venue! ITS REPEATING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS! damn it!

the notes seem so simple but when you cover the notes and try to recall. your brain just dont seem like working. hahahaha! me and my excuses.

alright! 2nd last paper! good luck peeps! =D

2009-12-09T09:23:00.004+08:00

kat introduce me this song.

走by 蔡旻佑

thanks kat!

some parts of the lyrics made me feel so... ...

就怕天黑得太快来不及

把寂寞给藏起来

我想你很想你想念变成了习惯

走如果你真的想要走

消失在我过的生活

我没有快乐的理由

走可不可以你不要走

爱怎么说散就算了

告诉我你不会舍得

走如果你真的想要走

我放下一切的拥有陪你

走到任何尽头

走要走就我们一起走

别丢下落单的一个

别没收幸福的快乐

yes. this is a very emo song. hahaha. but i didnt expect it to be that emo. i cried when im listening to the second time. when listening and reading the lyrics. OMG.

its feels so real.

alright. back to reality. im going to civic library now. all the best to me. and all the best to the DEPMs and those who are having test today! =)

BYE!

2009-12-08T01:48:00.002+08:00

i remember. i use to get nervous before tests/ exams. but what happen now? nothing. i feel nothing. hahaa. dead.

maybe huh. because the notes just suck. LOL. alright. excuses. i know. haha. but i just DONT FEEL LIKE STUDYING! =)

i slept a little just now. so may not be sleeping that early. hmmm. alright. i'll say good night 1st. lets see how later~

GOOD NIGHT.

2009-12-07T20:19:00.002+08:00

came back home from study at civic at about 4 plus 5. and i went straight to bed.

thought i would feel better after waking up. but now, it doesnt seem so la. my head is getting heavier. and my sore throat is getting bad. tsk. the panadol makes no help at all!

these few days i kept relying on panadol. damn. its not good la! im not going to to that anymore! and. many people are getting sick these few days. please take care of yourselves huh friends! think its due to the weather. man~

glad that tmr's paper is venue. still can crap a little. but i will still study a bit later la. =) now the thing that im worried about is negotiaion. i totally cant get a spider of it into my head. man. how am i going to survive on wednesday?!

think im not motivated enough. got to find some things to motivate myself. hmmm. will think of it later. since i know i wont be sleeping so early. hahaha.

alright. i'll facebook awhile, msn awhile, tv awhile then back to study! =D

2009-12-06T01:12:00.002+08:00

guess what. im finally home from work. im so damn freaking dead tired!

ended work late. and i still must wait for the on call taxi to come. dont know why are they so many cars on orchard road today. quite angry at work though. its a long story. too tired to say it today.

wont be able to go for the stan chart for photo taking le. can only meet them after that. hmmm. im now so tired. im going to sleep after my farmville.

night people. hope i'll have a beautiful sleep.

2009-12-05T03:06:00.003+08:00

yeah! im going to work tmr. erm. as in later. hahaha! feels so GREAT! finally im earning again. =) it feels great when you spend your own hard earn money. and not from your savings.

and im going to be a workaholic during holiday! work everyday! haha. except for those days that im going out la. xD so huh. set the days where you all want to go out early! or else later scold me. -.-

alrighty. going to bed after this stupid panadol! nighty peeps! =D have a great day ahead~ i know i'll have one. xD

2009-12-03T21:23:00.002+08:00

eeeeeeeeeeeeeyer! it isn't as nice as i thought lor! hahaha. yes. edward, bella and jacob.

maybe its because i have already read the book. so i know whats going to happen next. i almost slept in the cinema. haha. but theres a part which made me cried. LOL.

i think its fullhouse if im not wrong. haha. the people there are crazy la. especially the girls -.- they scream when they saw edward. as if he will walk out of the screen like that. crazy.

but jacob is handsome. hahaha. his body is built man! 8 pax can. awww. xD

i'll be starting on my test revision tmr. LOL. like tmr. haha. hope theres enough time. and and and. i'll be working on saturday! YES!! like finally. after sooooooo long i have waited. finally some income! =D

alright! end my post here. =)

2009-12-03T08:25:00.001+08:00

good morning friends! =)

why did i wake up so early? because im so excited! LOL. watching New Moon later! hahaha. yes! =D

now, waiting for time to pass to go to school. will be reaching school early today to print out the necessary stuffs for submission. heng im going to school early, or else i'll be rotting at home later. xD

i want to go 313 @ Somerset later! to see the new shop that im working in. hahaha. i MAY be working this saturday =) not confirm yet though. haven't been working for a LONG LONG time! im sure it will be a nice place to work in. its like back to Ninewest. LOL. cause the manager and most the staffs there are from Ninewest la. =D can't wait to work with them! Loves~~ xP

alrighty! bathing time! =D will blog tonight and tell you more about New Moon! wheeeeeeeeee!

*if sleep gives me energy and makes me think less. i'll sleep more.

2009-12-02T20:29:00.002+08:00

right. watched 2012 just now. yes, and i cried. thats for sure. hahaha.

the movie is quite nice, its more about humanity then an ending word. but i just still prefer 'The Day After Tomorrow'. cause i think that 2012 is a little too exaggerating. maybe The Day After Tomorrow seems too real. thats why.

ohhh. and im going to watch New Moon tmr. =) back to Cine again. hahaa. oh. Im listening to 987fm now. And this DJ is talking about this website http://www.mylifeistwilight.com/ I went in to read some of the posts there. And find it super nonsense and comical la. hahaha.

and next im going to watch a perfect getaway! =) opens on 10 dec! =D anyone?

Alright. ending here. Bye~

2009-12-02T10:28:00.003+08:00

like FINALLY! im finally going to watch 2012 later! i hope got space. if not i will cry. =( hahaha. i hope its not as bad as what some said. about 2 hours and 30mins. wooooo! =)

not going to school today. but its not my fault. cause its like no one is going to school. i dont want to rot there alone. and also, lesson will start at 12.30 and maybe ends at 2pm. you will never know what time she is going to end. so, might as well go out right?! =D

haha. yesterday i applied what i've learn from my FYP in my daily life! LOL. i created an event. =D so proud of myself!

anw, i want to introduce a song! by Lady Gaga. =) -Speechless- its a super nice song. from the 1st second to the last seccond. you wont hate a single part of it! =D not like bad romance where i only like the chorus. let me know if you want the song. xD

now, im so super hungry but i need to force the food down my throat instead of enjoying it. aiyo! i dont like this feeling. its been a long time since this happen again! tsk.

alright. i need to prepare to go out already =) be back tonight if im blogging about the 2012. haha.

2009-11-29T12:50:00.003+08:00

next time when you want to drink liquor. don't 'geh kiang' keep drinking on the rock. i drank like about 3 or 4 cups. drink with mixer la. if not will turn out to be what I'm facing now. =.=

i don't know whether is it the drink or is it the weather that make me sick. damn. =( sleep also cannot sleep. don't know wake up so early for what. now I'm starting to rot again.

cannot sleep + no mood to do work + no mood study + no tv program + no mood to go out = stonning at home. then you will get to have free mushrooms because algae and mushrooms will start growing on you.

right. i think I'm not in the right mind. maybe I'm not sober yet. or maybe Ive never been sober at all. LOL!

okie la. back to my growing mushrooms session. =(

**ehhhh. carlton hotel dinner buffet la. anyone? =P

2009-11-25T00:06:00.002+08:00

如果。

我有这个胆量，我好想一个人自己出国。
我能够，我要学好多好多东西。
我可以，我也想把全部的事都说出来。

可能像有些人说的，我有‘自闭症’。哈哈。可能吧。但，就像我说的，不是每件事情都能说出来。可能我不想在别人面前哭吧。不想有人用同情的眼光看着我。我不想当弱者。

我有点累了。哈。

2009-11-23T10:53:00.005+08:00

was back from camp yesterday. and i didn't really sleep for the 2 days. so, the first thing i did was to bath. and after that i sleep and sleep and sleep. until about 6pm. but now. with my blankie and the perfect weather. i feel damn tired. and super sleepy! =( *eyes closing*

and today. =( i'll be back to school again. man~~ think i'll be sleeping in the lectures. thought of not going to school. but i think my monday's attendence won't allow me to do so. gosh. been skipping monday's lesson too many times. =P

tons of tutorials NOT DONE. im dead. which means i can't sleep when i'm back home later. i need to finish it. especially the CWS. =( awwwwww. 2 days of fun and weeks of tortures.

alrighty. i'll end here for the moment.

2009-11-16T23:07:00.001+08:00

i promise myself.

life will go on, no matter what happen.

每天都要努力的笑一下。

tomorrow will be a better day.

i will. and i can.

2009-11-16T00:06:00.002+08:00

好多天没有update了。一update就没有什么好事。嘿。。。

历史就要从演了。
应该是十多年前的事了吧，我都忘得一干二净了。但，没想到真的又要发生了。

伤心，彷徨，无助。这是我现在的心情。这应该是我懂事以来，最伤心的一次吧。每想到一次，心酸了一次，眼泪也跟着掉了。

这些事情你能跟谁说？我又能做什么？我只能听，什么忙也帮不了。你懂这种心情吗？烂。觉得自己真的烂透了。

以前还小，你只需要哭，可以什么事都不用管，因为你知道大人会帮你。现在长大了，不能用哭来解决。就算要跟别人说，我也不知道要从哪里说起。不知道要怎样开口。

每听到，‘then你讲，我应该怎样？’我就低着头了。你说是事情也好，人也好。因为我不知道应该要怎样面对。如果我给了一个忠告，但，是错的。哪，我不是该死。

你会怎么办？

2009-11-09T01:13:00.002+08:00

changed a new skin for my lovely space. alrighty. let me post a little before going to bed.

i haven't do my CSW tutorial yet. its not that i don't want to do huh. simply idiotic. gonna squeeze my brain juice out tomorrow. haha.

ohh. just wanted to say. please, if you want to say anything. just tell me directly. don't beat around the bush. don't try to let me guess our words. because 9 out of 10 times. i will interpret it wrongly. and when i interpret it wrongly. you will get unhappy. and it turns out to be my problem. don't do this to me la. I've got enough trouble. thanks a lot.

tomorrow's lesson will be a boring one. lectures. damn =(

nights friend. tonight's dream will be a sweet one. =)

a movie

2009-11-04T22:49:00.002+08:00

i'm tired. haven't done with Rajes' tutorial yet. the questions seem so simple. but yet. i don't know how to answer them. or maybe because i'm not thinking hard enough. but i want to sleep la! my goodness. tired.

went to hospital just now. aunt just admitted there. i don't wish history to repeat. just hope that everyone is healthy and living well.

thats just a minor bit of our life. and when these bits piece together. it becomes our very own unique movie. everyone will go through things that they don't wish that would happen to them. but who have the choice? we have to admit to our fate. our life.

i don't really like today. 4th nov isn't a very good day for me. but still. you can choose to live a day smiling or live a day being sad. which is better. you choose for yourself.

right. back to rajes' tutorial. squeezing my brain cells out. sleep early people. all of you are part of my movie. my life. all of you are great people! =)

MediaCorp Subaru Impreza Challenge 2009

2009-11-01T10:16:00.003+08:00

reporting time at 2.30pm later. now i'm thinking of what to eat for my lunch. hmmm.

super heavy rain and scary lightning yesterday. my whole jeans is wet and my shoes are soaked with the rain water.

i salute the contestants man! even i feel super cold. what about those contestants out in the pouring rain without any umbrella? they are powerful! and have strong determination.
GOGOGO! =)

oh man! you know what! i was looking at at the pictures of those participants who are still in the challenge. WOW. the 65 year old lady is still there! yup. she is the oldest among all the contestants. who says elderly is weak? see. she's a SUPER WOMAN! =D

alright. lets look at the number of contestants.
time: 10.47am

source from http://www.mediacorpradio.sg/subaru2009/challengers.asp

206 more contestants! =) but i think those contestants who have dropped out or those remaining. you guys rocks! =)

alright, thats all for the moment. i'll see the remaining contestants at 2.30pm later! =)

cloudy and a chance of meatball

2009-10-29T03:07:00.000+08:00

you know what? this movie teaches me something.

you've got to believe in yourself. do what you think is right. just remember, if you have made a big mistake. amend it. you don't have to be afraid of anything because you know that your friends and family are there to support you. and you will find that their support is the most important thing in the world that gives you strength to stand up again.

the best thing in life is to have great people around you. you will feel that you are the one and only.

the problem lies with me actually. because i don't know how to handle it. its like a piece of paper being tear into many little pieces. you cant do anything to get it back to its original appearance. the smooth and flawless surface. but, do you even want to try to stick it back into its rectangular shape? though there will still be tear marks on it. but sticking it back shows that you put in effort to let it be in place. and i think that's enough. but if. I'm the only one who put in the effort. and the other just stand aside and look. i don't think the paper would get back to its original shape with only my own effort. unless. you want it to be the pieces of paper flying around when the wind comes.

maybe you will think that I'm a busybody, a KPO or whatsoever name you can think of. it may be none of my problem. but as a human being. as a bystander i think i have the responsibility to help. and i want to help. because after piecing up all the little pieces of paper. it may be a beautiful drawing.

remember. its beautiful to have people around you.

2009-10-28T01:11:00.006+08:00

'eh Lydia, what you doing for your FYP huh?'

'oh. Facebook lor...'

--> 'wa! so good!'

--> 'what?! confirm slack one.'

--> 'good lor. sure very fun one hor!'

see. this is what i get when i tell people about what I'm doing for FYP. and I'm going to whack those people who answer me in this way ever again!

firstly, we don't know what to put our report. in other words we have nothing to write in our report. hence, we need to squeeze out all our brain juice and cells in order to produce a report.

secondly, we've got a very difficult-to-please in-charge. because i don't think we can foresee what she wants and we always give her things that she thinks its never good enough.

lastly, do you know how frustrated it is when you cant find the bloody information for the event that you are creating?!

and if you still think that it is an easy job. keep it to yourself and dont let me know. or else i will really tear you apart!

thank you for your understanding people. =O

2009-10-26T03:52:00.003+08:00

right. now its 3.52am. and I'm still awake.

I'm being bothered by some secondary school english letter writing stuffs. though its some advance ones. but still i think its redundant. wasting my time cracking my head.

yes, the bloody sales pitch letter. i don't know what exactly she wants. must i really go to the website and look the the models or can i just write what i think it should be? damn. can anyone help?!

alright. i think never mind la. see what i feel like writing later. hahaha. just write what i think its right. =)

and when you see me started blogging and not continuing on thinking of solving the problem/s i have. it means ive given up on it. LOL.

and next, you will know that

ITS TIME FOR ME TO SLEEP!

and i really should. i don't want to 爆肝 because of this nonsense.

hahaah. alright! GOOD MORNING PEOPLE!

off to bed! =）

2009-10-21T01:45:00.002+08:00

it feels like we are back to secondary school for our letter writing. the module is so freaking boring (i think partly its because of the lecturer) which made the 2 hours of lecture seems like 4 hours. just imagine how that feels. =(

it feels really warm these few days. even at night. seems like its going the rain soon. (the sky is red and lightnings are super bright). hope it rains real heavy! and stop tmr morning before i wake up.

shall borrow storybooks from the library tmr during lunch! hope they have what i want.

i cant sleep. my mind is some where out in another world thinking of some random stuffs. it bothers me. hope to have a day out at the beach hearing the waves once again.

2009-10-20T01:00:00.002+08:00

first day of school~~ awww. boring is the only word i can think of. its not because of the lecturer, its more of the modules i guess. thats why. hmmm.

right. went for Project Hope's screening. as compared to other charity shows, i think this is a much smaller scale charity show. can tell la. from the performers to the studio itself. its not bad afterall. =) meaningful one i should say!

ohhhh. and! im going to watch 金曲奖 at indoor stadium on the 6th nov. xD though super far from the stage, but just want to experience how would it be! yippppppppee! =D

lesson starts at 2 tmr. hahaha! can sleep till late! (hope so) =)

alright! night people. im going to continue with my drama! =D

2009-10-11T12:05:00.002+08:00

yup! yup! timetable's out! i think the person who plans our time table just want to waste our time. tsk! we can have at least a day off!

hmmm. some of the module looks quite funny to me. haha. and im going to hate the communicating and the negotiating modules! damn.

next sem would be a very fast one. hmmm. and then POOOOF! out to the society. mannnnnn!

yesterday was my third and last day working for the sun fest. quite a no. of people yesterday. and i heard the soprano lady sings. though its just from the TV outside. but its damn cool! oooh. and not to forget the tenor guy too. he is pro also luh! =D

and now. last week of hols. its a busy holiday. but i still haven't get a cent of my pay. damn it. hope all the pay comes next week. or else my phone line will be cut off and i've got to eat plain bread during school reopen! =(

RANDOM~~

2009-10-07T18:34:00.003+08:00

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. IM STILL IN RP!!!!!!!!!!!

this post is super random la. im so super bored. cause i have nothing to do. and there is no customer. hmm.

ohhh. my tag box >>>> that advert. damn it! cant be removed!

hahaa. okie la. i'll end my post here. =) see ya!

*cant wait for tmr! =D

my biggest birthday gift! =D

2009-10-03T12:04:00.004+08:00

alright. while waiting the photos to be uploaded, i'll put in the words first. =)

im back from Langkawi! =D 4 days passed so damn fast. awww. had a great time there of course! =) great time being burnt. hahaha. no la. its fun! =D people who wants to relax. thats a great place to go.

this trip is one of my birthday present! =) THANKS AUNT! i went with my aunt, uncle and the two little cute monsters. xD

these four days i've been watching disney channel. hahaha. the room is cool! and i had one of my own! =) the people there are super polite. they greet when they see you. everyone is a happy people there! =D

some pictures below! enjoy! =D

in Singapore Airport while waiting to board for the plane. =)

@ Langkawi.

this is our plane. a really small one.

our resort!

in our room. =)

this restaurant faces the sea. =) pretty!

alright. now. let me tell you a story. =)

once upon a time. there is a piece of cake named chocolate. its been loved by EVERYONE! especially one little boy named Ryan.

he loves the cake so much that you can only see his teeth when he is smiling. =D

he is very engross in eating the piece of cake. figuring out how to use a knife and a spoon to eat the delicious chocolate cake!

after putting a little piece of cake into his mouth, we can't see his eyes again!

THE END.

LOL. im sorry. i just finds that the pictures linked together. so i wrote some stupid things. hahaha!

LOOK AT THIS! its talking about the stone that is hanging on the top left hand corner of this picture. i think its super funny. xD

entrance of UnderWater World.

i think they are pretty flowers. =) the lotus and morning glory. the lotus' petals are quite different from what we saw in Singapore. it is sharper than what we have here.

the pretty view. its really nice. =D

this is how you know the children are happy. you can't see their eyes. xD

and... the trip ends with this sunset.

Lovely People, Lovely Place.

2009-09-29T15:00:00.000+08:00

BYE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!

im going off to the airport soon! =D
Langkawi. im coming!

=)

2009-09-28T01:48:00.002+08:00

yup. its my last day of work. and now. im jobless again. oh man!

having a briefing later at Esplanade. awww. i wanted to work for the sun fest. but my available dates and time doesnt seem right. damn. what should i do now.

nothing much to blog about today. hmmm. that should be about it for the time being. =)

counting down to Langkawi! 2 MORE DAYS! =D

my right eye

2009-09-24T12:35:00.003+08:00

i didnt go to work yesterday. and i didnt come online. the hours passed seems like days. i just laid on the bed. and listen to the radio THE WHOLE DAY! =(

TSK! i had a sore eye on tuesday night. and the whole night im tearing. aiyo! thought it would be alright yesterday. but somehow it got worst. i cant open my eyes. it feels like needles poking into my eye. and the sore made my eye swollen. T.T

its better now. didnt swell anymore. =) but a little painful. still can endure a bit. haha.

going for the sun fest interview later. and i guess we will be lost. haha. alright. going to find some food to fill up my stomach. =) see ya!

counting down to Langkawi. 5 days! =D

2009-09-20T02:54:00.002+08:00

though i only got very little paper strips from boey. i will do my best to help to finish the little strips of papers i have. i think im going mad even with such little amount. really kudos to all of you.

these look like the 千层糕 we ate. dont you think so? hhaha. see. its only a little. just hope i can finish it by next week.

just a little bored while folding. so took some pictures of it. haha.

right! and i tell you guys something! next week will be my LAST WEEK of work! yes! so look forward to it! i really thanks all my friends for the advice. even those who dont know me in facebook gave me some advice too. people! really thanks alot! =D

at least im happy with what i have. =)
人要懂得知足!

right. gonna go to bed now. its late! ha. and ive got to work later. will be back to blog =)

2009-09-17T03:43:00.003+08:00

just finish compiling our group's FYP progressive report. ha! =)

not working later! yea! i can sleep as EARLY as i want. =D and i can chiong dramas and variety shows! =) nice nice!

hmmm. i need some advice here. should i really work just for money or should i work because I'm happy working there? i've been thinking for a few days. but can't get a conclusion.

so tired of acting. i am already 'acting' in front of the customers. and now. i still have to act in front of these people. at some moments i really had enough. at times i've got to really thanks to my STM. which made me forget about everything damn fast. but once the memory came back. i felt damn irritated.

I'm freaking tired. physically, mentally, emotionally. just the thought of how to work with them decreases thousands and thousands of my braincells.

right. i don't think you guys know what I'm talking about. but i just need some advice on. will you work for money? or will you work because you feel happy while working.

let have a good rest on my off day. =)

gathering =D

2009-09-12T19:06:00.002+08:00

had a gathering on thursday. ha! meet up with the 5A1s and Mr Soong and Mr Yap. haven't seen some of the 5A1s for quite some time.

met them after work at ION's Swensens. catch up with them and i think its full of our noise in Swensens. haha. its a happy moment anyway. so who cares? =)

ha! went topone KTV after Swensens. took Leon's car there. 9 of us in the car. xD his driving skill is superb. LOL. i dont mean anything, Leon. we just want a safe ride. hahaha. but the ride back home was much safer la. =)

we sang from 11pm till about 4am. haha. and some of us still have to work. but we would rather forgo our sleep for having fun with our friends! LOVED!

lets have one more outing like this PLEASE! =D

haven't had a nice and good sleep for 2 nights. so. i slept till 12pm this afternoon. hahaha! and now. one day of off day just passed like that. hmmm. working tmr. tired. =( but but. im looking forward to monday. yes! JB! food! and sing! =)

alright. end here for the moment. bye!

2009-09-05T23:13:00.002+08:00

i got a job without being interviewed. haha. its at Orchard ION. hmmm. dont think you guys heard of the shop. but its popular in US. named Skechers. =) started work yesterday. ha!

everything is okie. only that i hate it when its my break time. damn. eating alone. no pantry. no chairs in store. man. how am i going to survive if im going to work there for a long period of time?! but. as a 钱奴(money slave) LOL. i have to do it! yes! i can!!

yup. working tmr too. hmmm. frankly speaking. compared to the last one month plus. rotting at home. working life is so much fun. you get to meet all different kind of people. you get to know and have knowledge of different type of things.

but lets have a 钱奴 spirit! wooooooo! work for money. THEN when you get enough savings. let money work for you! 先苦后甜. its a better way of life. =)

right! best wishes to those who are still finding job. and those who had a job now. lets chiong 1st! we will have a better life in the coming years.

bye!

HOLIDAYS! =D

2009-08-31T23:34:00.002+08:00

im officially having my holidays! yippppeee!! =D it should be 6 weeks + 6 days of holidays! woooohoooooooo!

though im not working. but i bet im going to be busy this holiday! =) still have many dramas to watch! room to tidy. notes to be filed. woooo!

and especially these two weeks. meeting up, going out, gatherings. wooooot! can't wait man! especially dinner next wed and sentosa on the 19th! =)

going Langkawi on the 29th. =D LOVED!! xD

i'll be free on the 4th and 5th week of my holidays. someone date me out please! hahaha!! =)

ohhh. went back to WRSS just now. right. i was told that we are the oldest badge that went back. -.- im really old. damn. met the teachers. though only a few. haha. but they are those whom we will never forget. great teachers!

today is the last day of august. in less than 30 mins. it will be september. which actually i dont really like. damn! never mind if you dont know why. just dont ask.

its my drama time. weeeeeet! =)

2009-08-30T13:04:00.002+08:00

had steamboat yesterday! haha. thats what we always had when all of us are together! =) how can you compare home-made soup base with those you had in the restaurants?

it was guo ren's birthday! =) the boy is 4 years old now. haha.

kids are kids... ... BEN 10. haha. actually i also quite like the cartoon la. xD

he dont look very happy huh? hmmm. we are also wondering why.

this 2 huh. i dont know why are they so sad. haha. the adults were guessing is it because they dont get to blow the candles. xD

okie. end here for the moment. sill thinking of MICE. cause i havent touch on it since friday. LOL. good luck with the last paper peeps! =)

my healthy breakfast

2009-08-27T12:13:00.002+08:00

i should be studying. i know. but i felt like eating something. =) so. i went to the kitchen. open my fridge. hmmm. mee, cabbage, tomato. so i thought of cooking mee soup + cabbage and tomato! =D

in the end. i cooked cabbage tomato soup. hahaha. =D healthy right!! lol.

ehh. dont think it looks like that and doesnt taste nice hor! its very nice!! =) sweeeeet! hahaha.

and i wasted 1 hour. uploading, cooking, blogging. i spent almost 40 mins to transfer this picture into my com. -.- dont ask me why. i dont want to feel stupid. xP

alright. back to my soup! and studying -.- 2nd last paper!!! GOGOGO!
jia you peeps!!

2009-08-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

watched 'where got ghost' for the THIRD time today! hahahaha. i am still laughing. LOL. this time round. its not really the movie that makes me laugh, but the surrounding 'sound' (others' laughter) which made me laugh. =P

ooooh. i watched 2 episodes of 终極三国. LOL. i laughed like some mad woman. haha. and after these 2 episodes i tell myself to stop watching. . because if i were to continue, then it will be NON-STOP. hahaha!

and and and!! I'm left with 2 more papers! =) thursday and next monday. yup! hope CR will be fine. i still don't have the mood to study yet. =X guess i will only be able to start studying tmr. wish me luck. and hope my brain can absorb FAST!

okie. end here for the moment. =)

its raining

2009-08-25T04:36:00.002+08:00

yup. its raining now. nice weather. =)

still reading my notes. gotten some points into my head. but there are some stubborn ones which refuse to enter. grrrrrr!

will read for a while more. and im going to bed. not really very troubled by ESH. im worried for CR paper, which is on thursday. thats a headache one. hmmm.

rain is getting heavier. going to bed soon!
night. and good luck peeps! =D

2009-08-23T16:07:00.002+08:00

finished watching 败犬女王 this morning 6am. =) its a very sweet show which this type of story will never happen in reality la. haha!

right. and my next show will be 終極三國. xD havent start watching yet. anymore nice drama(s) to recommend? xD

i know i should be sudying now la. but then, you will need some rest right? (even if you havent start studying anything yet.) =X

alright! end my post here. happy studying for those who are having exams. like me. =( happy holidays to those who are having holidays at the moment. im going to have my holidays in 2 weeks time also!! =)

sick and hungry

2009-08-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

IT test. gonner. hope that i get a passing grade. thats enough for me. now. left with 3 more papers! weeeeeeee! think will start on ESH tmr or sunday ba. or else i think no time le. still got CR. which is a HATE! =<

right. think my attitude was bad today. people in msn. people in school. im sorry. wasnt feeling well. thats why i dont have the mood to talk. sorry!

still having flu. and slight fever. my bro passed the virus to me. confirm! =(

and im super duper hungry. waiting for mum to come back. yeah! she cooked today! wooot! but i dont know what time she will be back. argh!

just to share

2009-08-21T01:13:00.002+08:00

IT test later. think im not going to sleep tonight. no no no. im not going to study the test of course. im watching drama. =) and surfing net. facebook, variety shows, dramas bla bla bla. so many things to do. =X

saw this meaningful sentence some where.
-> Don't let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in their life.
quite true isnt it? =) and when it goes together with this sentence => 不要用别人的白目来惩罚自己。

wooohooooo! dont you think that being angry with people is so stupid? right. i think so la. you can disagree with me.

right. back to my drama. =D

great!

2009-08-20T00:55:00.000+08:00

cant log into facebook. it says DNS failure. hmmm. wonder what happened.

just came back from movie. yes. i watched 吓到笑 for the second time. haha, this time is with my parents and my bro. been a long long time. since we went out together. this is LOVED! =D

i like the feeling when we were laughing at the same things and discussing about the scene in the movie. and I've always envied those who get to go out with their family frequently. please do cherish your chance and every moment you had with them.

right. now. the 好兄弟s are out. whether you believe it or not. just don't offend them. respect, please. don't stay out till too late ya?

take care peeps! =)

2009-08-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

brought my bro to see doctor at polyclinic in the morning. damn a lot of people la! OMG. its the first time i wore a mask. urgh. it itches my skin. i dont like the feeling. but have no choice. cause everyone else there are wearing it. and 95% of them are coughing. even you arent sick. you can feel the virus nearing you.

he has gotten a 5 DAYS MC! goodness. i will sure be bothered by him. grrrrr!

study study study. actually i think F&B is a nice module. but somehow the thoery part really didnt get into my mind. especially the alcoholic and non alcoholic beverages! =(

i told someone that if it still doesnt get into my head! i will finish up my vodka apeach (kidding la!). LOL. i still want to wake up tmr de.

jia you people! 1st paper! its the nearing of our holidays! =D

2009-08-17T02:00:00.002+08:00

okie. im going to study. going civic later~ hope i dont get tired that easily.

got to bring my bro to see doctor. he's having fever. so i've got to wake up freaking early. to prevent the 'jam' at polyclinic.

read a little on F&B. hope that with the coffee smell at starbucks i can get more things into my head. wish the aroma would help!

i'm looking at my daily horoscope on facebook. it says 'Think about lotteries and investments because Fortune is on your side.' as i don't have THAT much money to do investment. i'll buy lottery. there is no 4D and TOTO on monday, so i'll buy for tuesday's TOTO. please remind me! =)

right. going to bed le. hope will be able to wake up!
jia you peeps!

2009-08-14T18:24:00.002+08:00

went to watch 'where got ghost?' with jeannie! its super funny! =D full house man! even te front rows were full of people. lucky we've got a good seat. haha. and the whole cinema was full of laughters. LOL. right. all of us are LOL-ing.

there are so many movies i wanted to watch. =) especially the guinea pig show. 'G-Force'. im so going to watch it when its out! whos with me?! =D

okie. now. flipped through my planner. test are so damn freaking a lot next week. -.- from tuesday to friday. NON-STOP! dang!

the timing and seat number is out for exam. timing sucks la! just hope that i wont fall asleep while doing the paper. shit!

Test
18 aug- F&B, 2pm- 4.10pm
19 aug- ES&H, 3.30pm- 5.40pm
20 aug- Gems, 8am- ?
21 aug- IT, 8.30am- 11.10am

Exam
25 aug- ES&H, 12.30pm- 2.40pm
27 aug- CR, 4pm- 6.10pm
31 aug- MICE, 4pm- 6.10pm

so people. NEVER TEMPT ME TO GO OUT NEXT 2 WEEKS! PLS!
and now. i need to study. motivate me please! i still dont have the mood for that. =(

bad bad organizers

2009-08-13T00:33:00.001+08:00

its a good concert. but poorly organized. good because of lady gaga of course. -.-

thought i wont get a chance to see lady gaga. cause we were outside busy 'tagging' people. and the organizer said there is no room for us to go into the area as there are too many people. but you know la. we got rajes. at least we get a glimpse of lady gaga! shes HOT man! =) and its the 1st time i find that her poker face was actually not so irritating. LOL.

you call yourself an organizer. tsk tsk. didnt event think of crowd management. its common sense that there will be tons of people at the site. and you simply let people queue in the carpark which is so freaking dangerous.

their crowd management really SUCKS. i can understand why the patrons scolded us. i dont mind. because the queueing part really SUCKS.

and why cant the organizers get this in mind?! > we, volunteers or i should say part-timers are HUMAN BEINGS. are you without brain or what?!

i didnt maglin them okie. see huh. they want us to report at 2.45pm. asked us to have our lunch 1st. okie. then we work till 10pm. no food was given to us. not even snacks. but i dont mind them not giving us food. imagine. there is NO WATER given to us. NO. NONE. we were at the queues talking to the patrons. and all of us were so damn freaking thirsty! not giving food, or allowances are not that much. its okie. BUT water is the MINIMUM they should give! arent they brainless?!

i spent $2.10 on my big gulp. drinking it on the way home. im really thirsty! thinki drank too fast. i vomited everything out. -.- but at least, now im home. =) i can drink all i want!

sucky organizer.

2009-08-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

woooooohooooo!!!

im going for the Lady Gaga concert at Fort Canning tomorrow! =D though im going there as an usher. LOL. still im excited!

hope can get some pictures there. then ill post it up. hmmm. i HOPE!! =) very cool can!!! OMG. im serious getting excited. xP pray hard that i can get a few photos. PLEASE!!!

ohhh. and im playing a new game now. LOL. called dragonica. hmmm. the graphic is quite nice. =) but im feeling super noob. damn. hahaha. anyone joining please let me know. =P

wish to have 48 hours a day

2009-08-10T23:27:00.003+08:00

its 11 plus. i havent done anything meaningful today. and its just less than an hour to tomorrow. wish i can have more time.

doing my MICE tutorial 5 now. and my english really cannot make it. i dont understand the question. damn. and if exam this happens. just bang wall huh. gosh.

right. today is public holiday. and tomorrow will be my own declared holiday. must clear leave la. never clear also cant get any money. =X

oh. lady gaga! im coming =) wheeeeee!!

2009-08-08T02:49:00.002+08:00

something came to my mind today.

humans make use of each other. be it for their goals or for personal reasons. what do you think? its a fact. isnt it?

just a simple question. why do you need friends? the answer is as simple. for a companion. isnt this what i meant? right. it might be a hard fact. but. thats whats in my mind. unless someone can explain to me. hmmm.

just face it.

2009-08-06T18:49:00.003+08:00

YUP! i pon school again! just came back from causeway point. went to watch 'Hangover'. haha. it was a stupid, but really funny show. more of stupid i think. haha.

IT presentation tmr. have not finish the ppt. think the report is almost done. thanks to edwin and ting! you guys can CRAP!!

ohhh. less than 4 more weeks. holidays will be here. and now im jobless. right. thought of going back to nine west. =( awwww. hate it! but should i? or else, i'll rot at home for 6 weeks. damn.

got a call from Predential i think. this early afternoon. they say they had a part time job. but its telemarketing. -.- sell policies through phone. sure will get lots of scolding de. gosh. so i think it wont suit me la.

right. let me have a thought. till this weekend. =) lets see if i can find a better one.

and who says holidays are great when you don't have money and have nothing to do. gosh!

2009-08-05T18:18:00.002+08:00

doing IT ppt and report now. i can only crap out/ cut and paste 1200+ words. =( less than half which was required. damn. but this is the last tutorial(i hope) !! next next week is test, then followed by exams. aww.

ponned school today. and i wanted to pon tmr too. but there is a photo taking thingy going on tmr. -.- so, im still thinking whether i should go to school or just go for the photo taking. hmmm.

and, im craving for fried chicken for the past 2 days. not the kfc one, but those western food stalll de. i dont know why. still havent get to eat it yet.

a day at home, you will significantly feel that the time pass super fast. anw, today's weather is nice. dont you think so?

someone who puts friends above him.

i miss you.

2009-08-03T11:30:00.000+08:00

you are given a chance to know a person.
cherish that chance.
even this person just passed by you. or from your next class.

while you were given a chance, you didnt cherish.
while you were given a chance, you think that its not important.
while you were happily partying. one of your friend had already left this world.

you wait till one is gone, then you realize you have lost something.
you wait till one is gone, then you realize the pain.
all because you didnt cherish the time and the chance you had.

i committed things that are mentioned ablove.
im a bad person. hope to be forgiven for all my bad deeds.

you will be remembered in our heart.
R.I.P. my friend.

2009-07-31T03:42:00.000+08:00

can't sleep. so i'll blog about the happenings for these few days. hmmm. but the hings i remembered will only be things that started from the 29th. =)

29th july, wednesday
going to tung lok - my humble house at esplanade for a visit.
but before that, we have 4 hours of rotting time. so ting, feli and me. yes, the 'rot-ters'. went to suntec to have the porridge buffet. since last year's september. me and ting wanted to go there. hahaa. finally we get the chance. =)

nicer and the price is more worth than the porridge buffet at hotpot. we sat there for about 2 hours. i think. then we set off to, hmmm, marina square. walk and walk, waiting for time to pass. then went to raffles city for bens n jerry! wow. i had a cake, which i've forgotten the name. will get the picture from ting soon. and post it. =)

and finally, the time is up. then we stroll to esplanade. for my humble house visit. hmmm. i think its my 1st time going into a fine dining restaurant. if i didn't rmb wrongly. anw, my 1st impression was 'wow' when saw the lighting. i just like it very much. =)

we were served a drink. hmmm. green tea powder + lime juice + lemon juice + peppermint. =) refreshing!

a few photos below. credits to ting!

this thing caught my eye when i 1st step in. the red thing was actually wax. and they made the 'wire' into heart shape. and they let the wax drip on i. =) innovative!

the restaurant's setting.

table setting. when eastern and western comes together.

beutiful chairs

another type of chair.

look at the wall. thats what i mean by lighting which caught my attention. the 'star dust' thing which they said. sweet!

30th july, thursday
i pon school today. ;) went to orchard with jeannie. shop for things. walk around. crap alot. haha. then at 3pm SHARP. we step into sakae for our breakfast cum lunch. we were so hungry that we gobbled up everything we took. and by 3.45pm, we were so damn full. ooops. haha. ate too fast.

oh! and we saw someone that we were so afraid to be seen by her. and we hide lke some person who have done something wrong. but we didn't la! and now, i was wondering, why were we hiding? LOL.

right! an i finally get to eat my yam mochi. FINALLY! haha. yup. was damn nice! =)

and now, its 31st july. need to wake up at 6.30 later. but seem like i cant sleep again. my body is tired. but my eyes just don't want to close.

will end here. blog soon when something drives me to. =)

5 cars turning round and round @.@

2009-07-25T22:52:00.003+08:00

reached 630 kopitiam at 10.30pm sharp yesterday. in the end! the organizer is late! we were under one of the blocks happily talking and laughing when suddenly a police car came. =.= its just came, and we were just being 'looked' at. then we moved to another block. to avoid the police car. haha.

right. we were waiting and waiting and waiting. and none of us know where is the destination. hahah. when finally everyone is here. we went to another void deck to discuss where to go. =\ finally, one decided to buy mac then we go sembawang park's carpark for 'picnic'. LOL.

we went to 3 void decks in total. then + driving into dead end, driving the wrong route. and now, think everything went smoothly? look at my title! when we were at the mac drive thru', someone said 'lets go upper thomson' *_* see? these people huh. tsk tsk tsk.

alright. this part is koh eng hin ask me write one. he say 'must say i drive u leh!' so i have no choice but blog about this. hahaha. no more triangle liao, driving skill of cause not bad la. but hor. only that almost bang onto leon's car only ma. xD and thank you very much hor! =)

guess what we saw when we are turning into the carpark. =P OMG! a Lamborghini! super duper cool i tell you. =) okie la. this is the 1st time i saw it la. (pls don't say i mountain tortoise.) that's why we stare at it =O but the person driving it and the passenger is not very cool la. i should say. LOL an auntie and uncle. they suck man! when we walk passed them, guess what the auntie say? 'dere, these are the bunch of kids that are staring at us just now.' =.= please la auntie. we staring at the car la. not the two of you. tsk tsk tsk. BHB!

we had roti prata. LOL. their prata not bad leh. crispy crispy de. =) didn't take any photos la. =(
but never mind, there is sure a 2nd chance. =)

i miss the time we were together in class. you guys rox! awwww. memories =D

2009-07-21T23:13:00.002+08:00

hey hey! LOOK AT THIS!!
kat send me this link. and i was mesmerize by everything in there!
http://rachelhei.blogspot.com/

especially these few...

pretty aren't they?! =D

me and kat was like how we wish we have these every morning. sure cry like don't know what. hahaha. =)

2009-07-19T21:54:00.000+08:00

like finally. after i think 1 month plus. i went jogging. with Cindy. after jogging we went for our breakfast. we chatted as though like we were long lost friends. hahah. and she is a very nice and understanding person. =)

then went for guitar lesson~~ the fingering part. and the strumming part. gosh. =(

had a full body ache. =< thanks to not exercising for so long. lazy bum!! had a boring day a home. and then went jogging again in the evening. yes. with my aching body. and i only ran 7 rounds. worst than yesterday. =(

having a bad headache now. wanted to say many things. but i can't bring it out. either the person is not right, or i can't choose the words properly. hence, keeping it to myself may be the best choice now. what for bother others right? =)

2009-07-17T13:11:00.002+08:00

haven't been posting for some time~ there's nothing much to post luh. is like, you already have facebook. pictures are all up there which makes you lazy to load the pictures and post it on blog. hmmm.

but anw, end school early today. hmmm. at about 10.45am. then i went to cold storage to buy some ingredients for my pasta. =) craving for pasta these few days. i had pasta yesterday also. =P

bought a different type of sauce. i had a sudden crave for salmon. xD so i bought a piece of salmon and a packet of chicken sausage.

im now eating and blogging away! wooooooo. nice!! =) i still prefer the mushroom sauce though. ohhhh. and i've forgotten to buy tobasco. =( awwww. it would taste even better!

how i wish there is an oven at home. then i can bake cakes and make cookies. wooooo! okie! wait till i get a job. then i'll invest on one oven! yes!! ; )

alright~ continuing on my delicious pasta! =D

=D

2009-07-06T01:03:00.002+08:00

alright. first. i've quited my Nine West job. its my last day on sunday (yesterday). and can't imagine that i've been working there are 2 and a half years. OMG. sure will miss my working khakis. they are great people luh! =D will go Aldo find you girls when i'm free. =)

second. i'm going mad with the night festival thingy. =.= just hope when rajes check it it will be to her expectation. awww. now i know. even event listing is not easy. hmmm.

third. i dread school. =( how i wish to stay at home. haizzz. mice. i haven't even touch the tutorial 1 which need to be continued. and the journal. its killing me luh. and there will be a presentation for CR on tuesday. nonsense. seriously. !!!

fourth. i'm in love with those farming games. hahaha. now i'm playing three farming games in facebook. and harvest moon in my bro's PSP. i'm so involved in harvest moon that i almost miss a stop on the MRT just now. =P its so fun!

fifth. i need to sleep NOW! but i can't close my eyes. my body are super tired. bu my brain and eyes didn't want me to go to bed. my body is aching. =(

alright. i'll go back to my games now. =D good night people!

2009-07-04T23:34:00.002+08:00

haha. i went to have indian food yesterday for dinner. this is the first time that i really sit down and have a whole table of indian food. first time in my 19 years. LOL. its nice though. except for the salad. haha.

met a vasantham director and a indian singer. haha. 2 very funny guys. oh. both of them are brothers. like, so cool right?! one helping the other to film his song's video. =)

they are very friendly too. haha. 70% of the topics we've been talking about are on gays. LOL. just imagine a director and singer talking about this. its super funny! hahaaaa.
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i've sensed it. don't worry. i'll try to stay far away. i hope you do, too. what's the point? we are all putting a mask on when seeing each other. i'm disgusted and annoyed by this. i cherish our friendship. but let this be the beautiful memories we had. let's not wait till anyone said it out and made it end in a way where all of us don't wish to see.

2009-07-02T23:35:00.003+08:00

wow. went to clark quay today. for a wine 'excursion'. LOL. it’s for our F&B lesson la. let us know more about wine.

Thought the location of the place is like out of nowhere. The shop is super cool! Its like two different worlds from the outside of the shop and when you stepped into the shop. especially the smell of the place its loved! the fruity and sweet smell. =)

The names of their wines are pretty cool. they use the names of the different types penguins for its wine name.(though i find it a bit weird =X)

another thing which made me thinks that they are cool. They are involved with the Chilean communities. Where they donate a portion of their profits to provide much-needed resources and programs for underprivileged children and orphanages in and around Santiago. Cool right? =)

We smelled and tried one type of their wine. named -Fairy-. I changed my perception of wine a little. Its 10 times much nicer than the wine i’ve drank before. More refreshing taste. Though i didn’t really taste the strawberry in the wine. Haha.

their prices for the wines are not what i've expected. i thought it would be up to $100 or even more expensive. but the prices of the wines there are only about $20- $60. Affordable. =D if anyone wants to buy wine/s for a gift. Can consider this place.

Haha! I remembered one of the 2 types of grapes he told us. Pinot noir. He said that this type of grapes are ‘tricky’(diffficult) to turn it to wine. I’m so going to try it if i’ve got a chance!! =)

alright. end here for the moment. =)

2009-06-30T09:11:00.002+08:00

first day of school (for me). and the first lesson. im having presentation. -.-

lols. actually. nothing much to write. just to complain about having the presentation. hahaha. F&B. it should be my favourite module. but -.- its so much diffence from what i expect. haha.

ohhh. saw this for my daily horoscope :
Once you make up your mind about someone, it's tough to change it, especially if a long-term dispute is at the heart of that opinion. For now, it might be best for you to let all that go, no matter what it was, and try to let the past truly become the past. Of course, it all depends on whether the situation is something you can forgive.

hahaha. will give it a thought of course. =)

okie~~~ im going off soon. see you guys!

2009-06-29T16:57:00.002+08:00

1st day of school. and i did not attend. LOL. what a bad girl. tsk tsk tsk. xD what tutorial will alvena give next? hmmm. another one that torture us for sure. =.= whatever it is. haha. i dont really care luh.

anyway. i saw this cool phone while reading the news on asiaone. super cool i tell you. i thought only the movie would feature it. =0

COOL RIGHT?! =D launching soon. in the thrid quarter of the year. =) lets see how much will it cost. =X i need a new phone. though i really like my current phone. but i need the wifi function in my phone!

and. i started coughing again. damn. hate it! especially this period of time. people will think that you've infected H1N1. -.- seriously. just look at their face when you cough in the MRT.

alright. thats about it. and another day is going to end soon. time just pass so fast. i havent even do anything meaningful today. ~.~

2009-06-21T09:07:00.002+08:00

what will you first think of when you started coughing and getting flu? yes, the bloddy H1N1. just read the news about 3 cases that do not have any travel history. which means they get the virus somewhere in singapore. damn it. =(

feeeeeeeeeeeeeels like sleeping!!! argh! how i wish to lie on the bed whole day on my off day today. awwww. but got to go marina barrage for the stupid water week thingy. damn damn damn!!

oh ya. someone stolen my green brizillian havianas. =( i just bought it not long ago!!! so many havianas slippers outside my house. that bloody person steals my favourie one. argh! i curse that fella when wearing my havianas he/she will fall down everytime!! sucker!!! ahhhhhhhhh! i just hope that i still can get it at NUM. oh. please!!!!! =(

2009-06-15T00:22:00.002+08:00

celebrating jun feng's and wenyi's birthday today. haha. we went shopping for awhile and then headed to sakura. before meeting jf they all. met with ling and rong first. we went orchard finding presents for them. =O

hate buying presents for guys la. thought of buying shoes for them. but afriad that they already have the designs and not sure of their size. in the end we bought them each a shirt from topman. we were there deciding what designs to buy for them. whether they would like the designs. zzz. thats why i said i hate buying presents for guys. =(

after buying their presents. we went deluxe for desserts before meeting them. we were too hungry la. haha. see what we've got.

new york cheese cake (urgh!) for ling. 50% off man! after discount its only less than $4. too bad i dont eat it.

rong's one looks appetizing. haha. lots of strawberries! but i've forgotten the name of the dessert she has.

i've got myslef warm chocolate cake. =D yummy! its nice. dark chocolate. wooooot!

went meeting them after that. walk walk at cine. then thought of eating at sakura. but dinner only serves at 6pm. so we went herren. haha.

rong is helping ling cut the sashimi into smaller pieces. poor ling just put on braces 3 days ago. haha. xD

muffins as cakes. idea eh? xP

2 birthday boys. eh no. man. hahaha. old man! =X

a little blur~ sorrry.

one super funny incident. after most of us are quite full. we started chatting. and this digusting gary and jun feng started betting on who dares to eat the food that jun feng spit out. zzzzzzz! its super disgusting that i almost vomit. but before i vomit. LOL. Leon vomitted. haha. and poor yong peng kena it. we laugh like wow. LOL. its seriously LOL!!!!

really misses seondary school life. whereby we talk nonsense. being defiant and erything. i just miss EVERYTHING! this outing was fun. and enjoyable. xP you guys rocks man! =D and i hope to see all of you soon! =)

2009-06-12T00:58:00.002+08:00

super tired this few days. bruises everywhere. =(
prefer the old storeroom we had.

so many june babies. you guys are making me broke!! hahaha. though its almost the mid of june. still. wish all the june babies happy birthday! 5 turning 20 and 2 turning 4. haha. =)

things are happening too fast. many things at one time. hope this wont continue. it needs to be stopped before my brain stop working.

2009-06-09T01:19:00.000+08:00

just praying hard that there is a re-test for IT.

2009-06-07T04:21:00.000+08:00

so many many things happened these 2 days.

friday was my last paper. went to meet someone. no point writing the whole story out. haha. waste space and your reading time only. then went to meet jeannie at bus interchange! woooooot! malaysia. =) its been a long long time since i went there. after the 'new' malaysia's custom was built its my 2nd time there. which simply made me look like an idiot. hahaha.

alright. stop laughing at me! xP actually we wanted to watch movie de. but then. the horror movie was not out yet la. kena cheated by jeannie. LOL. then went to a restaurant in city square. if im not wrong the restaurant name is called stonegrill. its super cheap la! just image a big salmon, 4 scallops and 3 big prawns. OMG. its only 39.90RM. less than S$20!!! wooot! their ice lemon tea is a bit weird though. not like the ones we have here.

wooooohoooooooo!

actually there is nothing much to shop there la. so we went to take a look at their ktv. i got a chock out of my life. do you know how much is it for a ktv session of 3 hours?! for people without student card will be 20RM++, its already abut s$10. go where find. you tell me! haha. but imagine. we have student card. its only 10RM++ LOL! after adding everything in the price is less than s$8. OMG!! the ambience there is quite good. its on par with out partyworld. songs there are okie. they have new songs. but compared to our ktv here they still dont have THAT much songs. one thing i hate. their mic. grrrrr! sometimes you sing half way. then suddenly dont have sound. LOL. overall its not bad la. =)

by then was about 6 plus. we walk for a little while and then went home. nice and fun day! haha.

saturday. i went for my guitar lesson. woooot! like FINALLY. guitar lesson! hahaha. and. the bloody textbook. with only a few pieces of paper cost me $29.50. -.- damn it la. stupid. the lesson was quite fun. but i think the teacher spend about 30 mins on tuning our guitar la. zzz.

went to work after that. on my way to the MRT. i recieve a phone call. regarding my IT test. haiz. got to go and find Mrs Goh on monday. T.T

woah! haha. new shop! new look. and having 3 stupid seperated store rooms which make us like an idiot walking from one to the other across the shop. still cant get use to it. its too bright. and you will feel giddy after awhile.

a relative passed away on friday. life's so short and vulnerable. tell your love ones you love them before regretting.

alright. time for bed. night night.

2009-06-05T00:43:00.002+08:00

last paper today! =D ive given up on CR. done all i could. but there are too many things to be stuffed into my brain. and my brain is simply just full of something else.

cant wait for the paper to end. will be going to malaysia after the paper! weeeeeeeet! and i promise im going to either bintan or batam during the sept holiday! =) but before that i need to re new my passport. argh!

alright. ill leave my brain for some rest for the moment. night night people. =)

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i guess im not involved in all this nonsense. am i?

i dont understand why my name is in there and i dont think i have commented on anything like this. obviously someone just said my name out for 'some' reason.

i can tolerate everything. but not things that malign me.

thats why i say words are the most cruel thing on earth.

2009-06-01T10:13:00.002+08:00

fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiuuuuuuuu!
its june guys! time passed so fast! is it good or bad? hmmm. good for the moment. haha. good means everything is coming to an end soon! =D

and its my Environment Safety and Health test today! actually i think the paper should be quite easy. but then. the notes are just too difficult to understand. -.-

there is 1 compulsory question(scaffold) and 3 choose 2. in the end. it becomes 3 choose 1 for me. LOL.

i gave up on the stupid topic 2. which i dont understand what the hell is it talking about. topic 3 the scaffold. i think i can die if i continue studying on that. and now. my hope lies in topic 4. thats the only topic i understand. =(

oh well~ good luck though. xD and good luck to all for this week's papers!

alright. back to my last scheming before going for the test! ha!

2009-05-26T20:17:00.002+08:00

i didnt have enough sleep for the past 2 days. thats why i act like insane for the 2 days. LOL.

did not go for CR and ES & H lesson today. =X and whats more! i have not study for my test next week. clever!

oh. and the stupid MICE presentation is tmr. in the morning 8am some more. =( goner. think i'll look like a zombie tmr. damn.

watched night at museum just now at mem's place. haha. for a re-cap. then thursday i'll be watching night at museum 2. =D

im left with $10 polar puffs voucher. anyone wants to eat polar puffs? can uy 10 sugar rolls with that. hahaha.

went to cut my fringe just now too. =( just felt like dying now. hope tmr doesnt have a bad hair day. if not i think i need to clip everything up. hahaha!

right. think thats about it. =)

2009-05-21T22:50:00.002+08:00

im having arm aches. but i dont think ive done anything to my arms yesterday. hmmm. its just as if i had my napfa incline pull-up test yesterday. LOL.

anw, went to watch The Conspiracy today. seriously speaking. some parts or i should say most parts of the story i dont really understand. hence, im not very sure of how should i judge this movie. hmmm.

anw, there are a lot more movies which i wanted to watch!! soooooooo many more! xD

alright! its bedtime. =D

grow up, dear kids. ~.~

2009-05-20T22:09:00.002+08:00

just came back from chalet. =D im exhausted man!!

we slept at about 4 this morning. then woke up before eight. had lots and lots of fun. LOL. UNO, heart attack, wild wild wet! haha!

videos and pictures were taken. the videos are damn cool. and stupid. LOL. its memories la, babes. =D

today's wild wild wet was super fun! love the lazy river(where they call it the shiok river) the most! just sit on the float and woooooo. relaxed! but had a really hard time jumping up on the float. tsk tsk. =P thanks munie for the help. =)

the ular-lah was a little scary but fun! you get a little addicted after you tak a few times. i think we took about 5 times of that. hahaha. yes. i did scream. stop laughing at me! ;P

we played till we forget our lunch. LOL. thats how fun!

photos will be uploaded soon. munie, pls upload it, fast!! must wait till munie send me all the pics before i can upload it here. will upload ASAP! =)

and school tmr. damn. im going to sleep soon. tired.

2009-05-17T19:41:00.002+08:00

yeah!!!!!!!!! 4km non-stop today! =D

woodlands stadium is full of humans. seriously. ALOT OF PEOPLE! old ones, young ones, girls,guys, uncles, aunties,, little girls, little boys, thin ones, fat one (im talking about myself. not the people in woodlands stadium. xD) the little kids there are all soooooo cute. =D such an enjoyment running there.

and my ear-piece is good to me today. it didnt drop while im running.

okie. and now. im stressed over what to wear tmr. damn. big headache. think got to wake up at 7 and choose what to wear. LOLs. and just pray hard that i dont get funny people in my group. I HOPE!

good luck to me. =)

2009-05-17T10:45:00.002+08:00

all i want to do is to resolve everything. in the end. problems are resolved and leaving myself pondering whether if i have done the wrong thing. i dont mind giving in. all i need is being treated fairly? and. must i always be the one? cause you want to make things easier for yourself. but do you mind, thinking for others?

i can only vent my anger through here. cause you know that im not the type of person who will confront you face to face and i will not do that because things may not get any better. i dont want to sour our relationship. i cherish everything i have.

if you think that i am talking about you(at least you know im talking about you. wow.) then i am. cause the 'you' above are referring to many people.

wonder why early in the morning i wrote all these? im wondering too. i thought of all these while im preparing my udon breakfast. i dont get any link here too. but anw, thats all the things that ive kept inside me for quite some time.

things will get better. i hope. time heals everything. doesnt it?
back to my breakfast.

2009-05-14T23:27:00.002+08:00

yup. ive been watching movies after movies. =)

and today. i went to watch the uninvited. its a nice movie. plot was much much much better than friday the 13th. though i dont understand some parts of the movie. hahaha. so those who intend to watch it. please enlighten me a bit after youve watched it. =D

im going to watch night at museum 2 next week. the 1st one was nice. i guess this will be a nice one too. hah!

suddenly i realize i have sooooo many projects(reports) to do. damn. CR, IT( there are 2 ), F&B, MICE. damn it damn it!!!

oh ya. thanks boey for making me feel stupid just now. tmr you gonna get it from me!! grrrrr!!!

alright. end here for the moment. will update soon =)

tolerance